Holding on to resentment

My experience with Steve was to best describe an extreme narcissist. He used to cause all types of problems in the family,had no respect for anybody. I was beat and knocked out by him multiple times when I was a teenager. He was also an expert at division. He was somewhat truthful in his own world.From watching his hypocrisy, I decided to be the honest man out of the family in the true sense. I always stayed neutral with all my brothers and sisters, able to speak to anyone of them at any time. The last time I spoke to Steven he was trying to explain to me ways to murder Muslims, and asked me to look it up online and I told him I had no interest and he got mad at me. So that was the last time I spoke to him. I went poking around today to look up the Masonic Lodge to possibly come see him and I come across his obituary. Not surprised ! I hope he truly knew Jesus Christ ! My family has been a broken mess for as long as I can remember ! These are the things that people find truly sad ! ✌️