Tyrone Hawkins

I LOVE THIS MAN WITH ALL MY HEART…HE HAD THE PUREST HEART AND SHOWED MAJOR LOVE TO EVERYBODY….R.I.P. SNOOKS!!!! TALL CAN!!! TYRONE HAWKINS…WHEN U LEFT U TOOK A PART OF ME WITH U. A MAJOR PART. THE LOVE WE SHARED IS FOR EVER AND EVER!!! I MISS U SNOOKS…I DIDN’T THINK U WAS GONNA LEAVE ME…BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LET U GO..IT’S HARD SNOOKUM BOOKUMS…REST IN PARADISE MY LOVE! GOD KNOWS BEST AND U KNOW I’M NOT A SELFISH PERSON…BUT IT’S ROUGH…SO ROUGH TIL I FEEL AS IF IMA DIE, BUT I KNOW U DON’T WANT ME TO FEEL THIS WAY. I FELT A LITTLE BETTER TODAY AFTER I TOOK DOWN A TALL CAN!!! JUST CONTINUE TO SPEAK TO ME LIKE U DID TODAY. <3 FINALLY I’M OUT OF A FETAL POSITION THANKS TO U COMING TO ME….EVERLASTING LOVE FOR ETERNITY. YOUR ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE….AS U CALLED ME “BAY”

Sitting here trying to do my job but the tears won’t stop 🙁

I’m trying Snooks but honestly it’s hard for me to imagine my life without you. YOU ARE MY LIFE 🙁 I can’t even function…Ima try harder because I know you would want me to. LOST WITHOUT YOU.

The only thing makes me feel better is knowing you’re no longer suffering…BUT I am a tad bit selfish because I didn’t want u to go. I have to THANK GOD for BLESSING me to have such a special, kind hearted, beautiful, funny, loving, caring person in my life…My cute pie…my SNOOKUMS BOOKUMS!!!!

Snooks!!!!

Oh Snooks…look…I found this site because your son Donnell googled your name 🙁

Everybody knows our song is ADORE, I remember when it came out u dedicated it to me and u kept your promise too…BUT that song by Tracy Chapman “I’M READY” that u played out keeps playing in my head. Driving me nuts.

As I’m sitting here thinking, I’m being selfish because I didn’t want u to leave me. But I know GOD, been accepted him as my Lord, Christ and Savior along time ago and I know he knows best…GIVING ALL HONORS TO GOD for BLESSING all of us with this gem…this KING… some called Tyrone, TeeCee..I called him Snookum Bookums or BAY…THANK U FATHER GOD…..Sigh..somehow this is helping me Snooks…GN MY LOVE!

Until the end of time, and after death u will always be my baby, my love, my heart, my soul, my everything!

I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE TELLING ME U LOVE ME TO DEATH…CALLING US BONNIE & CLYDE…IMA MISS MY BEST FRIEND…MY LOVE 🙁

4th of July 2005.

GM Snooks…..love u..as usual I was up thru the night reaching for my bay…love u!

I can’t take it…I just can’t *teardrop* I CAN’T…Do you know I wake up all thru the night crying? Trying to work but it’s hard…this ish is crazy…why u leave me. IF IT WAS GUARANTEED I’D SEE U I’D WANNA GO TOO…Feel as if Ima die from a broken heart anyways 🙁

Grandkids spent the night last night….I thought having them here would help but all they did was played video games…I woke up at least 3 times out my sleep crying…as soon as I open my eyes first thing in the morning…crying…just thinking bout when I first met u and reminiscing, I remember I didn’t like microwaves….and u bought me my first microwave ever…I still feel that way about microwaves too….I love u. thinking bout when I sent u them LaCosta shirts not long ago u was all happy…”BAY THEY ARE PERFECT THEY FIT PERFECT…BAY I LOVE U” I remember smiling because u love them shirts 🙂

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Something’s gotta give…sitting here at my desk super tired and sleepy…woke up several times last night drowning in tears 🙁 Asking GOD for strength..LORD HAVE MERCY…i MISS MY SNOOKS…STILL CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE GONE…..***Forever In My Life***

Hi bay…I’m getting a little stronger…..I MISS U BABY!!!! I LOVE U SNOOKS…I’ll love u forever!

Hi Snooks! <3

I MISS U ;-(

Miss you uncle!

I know you do…one thing I know about u is you always looked out for your uncle and he knew that too…..LOVE U!!!!! Just a lot going on that hurt me too bad!!!

Hi Uncle, just stopping by to let you know Im thinking about you and I love you.

GN Snooks…love u 🙂

One of our favorite shows came on and I was ROLLING missing u so much..we used to laugh so hard at Barney and that dog Blue lol…I had to DVR it..love u Snooks! muah

One thing I can say…u have loved me like no other….that’s for sure…I MISS U BAY…I have loved no other man the way I loved u…THAT’S FOR SURE….I miss u bae…Snooks.

GN Snooks. <3 Tell our moms…pops…Deb…Barbara Ann…I miss them too..Curly Joe…anyways….I CANNOT BELIEVE U LEFT ME SNOOKS.

Another day without the love of my life but I made it thru….love u…Thank GOD for BLESSING me with the time I had with u….I’ll cherish every moment…our arguments was the best tho right??Be lovey dovey in 5 minutes lol. TRUE LOVE FOREVER….I miss u. <3

Rough night smh

Hi Snooks….I miss my Tiger! Love u forever.

I miss my husband….I’m trying but it’s hard when I wake up in the middle of the night and reaches for u….although I moved to Texas we still lived together forever…when we were young and when we got older. I know your favorite colors, foods, TV shows, music (everybody knows that part) favorite pants, shirt we know each other like a book. NOBODY will ever take your place I am so lost without you 🙁

I never drank coffee but I knew how u liked yours 🙂 EVERYBODY knew about me and EVERYBODY knew about u….never was a lil well kept secret..always showed our love no matter who was around. #RealLove #MyHeart #MyEverything #IMissU

Not a day goes by I don’t think about u…cry about u leaving, laugh about the good times…so many memories but my favorite is when we laid in bed each morning watching our shows and I had u watching The Young & The Restless…lol..I miss u 🙁

Forever until the day I die which I be feeling like it sometimes without u….sad but true.

Damn it’s so hard…IMY

Bay this page was down again… U KNOW I CALLED THEM RIGHT “Aye my husband’s page is down”?? Hi my Snookum Bookums…..IMY…..<3

Yayyyyy bay I know u already know but Rell & Allie is having a baby!!! I’m so happy for them…love u bay…I MISS U….Muah.

Happy Birthday Snooks…I love and miss u daily….I miss u so much 🙁 LOVE U FOREVER.

Hi Snooks!!! Miss u…not one day goes by and I don’t think about my bay. Man can’t wait until Terell and Allie have the baby….so exciting I’m taking a trip to Diego now lol

Miss u Tig!

Today is my birthday, I usually fly home to be w/ u…woke up in tears 🙁 I MISS U!!!

Hey Bay I wore a flag dress for the 4th of July lol

Been so many days and nights if I was guaranteed just to look into them deep, shiny, puppy dog eyes as u reach out for me to hold your hand I would’ve died….an everlasting love….WE LOVE EACH OTHER LIKE NO OTHER…I miss u Snooks…Tiger…Tyrone…my SNOOKUM BOOKUMSSSSSSSSSSSS <3

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Forever.

I love u Snooks <3 I MISS U.

Hi Snookum Bookums!! ;-( U been on my mind as always…I MISS U TYRONE *tear*

Hi Bay <3 missing u

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Snookum Bookumssssssssssssss 🙁 I CAN’T DO IT MAN….I just can’t ;-(

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Wishing u was here but I know you’re with us ALWAYS…Look at our R https://uploads.disquscdn.com/… RELL’S SON…HE HAS YOUR MIDDLE NAME Meet Calvin Tyrone Hawk

Hey LOVE OF MY LIFE…Missing u daily..loving u always and FOREVER!!! <3

Hi husband for some reason the site was down for Christmas and too be honest I was too busy buzzing for NYE our grandkids was here with me. Merry Christmas and HNY the love of my life…miss u.

Snookum Bookumssssssssssssss…I MISS MY TIGER!!! Love u..continue to watch over me <3

Hi my love, just stopping by wishing you was here…eternal love NOBODY can break…I love and miss you Snooks <3

The LOVE of my life whom NO ONE can ever replace…I miss you…I talked to our GONE MS THANG this weekend and she told me “bye Shay” hahahaha I love her. I have to call and check on uncle since aunt Marie passed…u know that’s our girl but I know she’s okay and in heaven with you all. I LOVE U FOREVER!! MISS U <3

Bayyyyyyy u came to me and told me to do something and it worked!! I love u. My guardian angel, I LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH. I have been having rough days but u came <3

I’m right here bay…Like u always told me…I’M RIGHT HERE MY LOVE…I MISS U…NO ONE COULD Never take your place everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…Hugs Snooks

It’s a task going on without u….as many talks we’ve had over the years I know if I would’ve went first you’d be as lost as I am…I KNOW FOR A FACT…<3 <3 <3…Rest peacefully my Angel and continue to watch over ALL of us!!

I love & miss u…I’m struggling today…watch over me….I MISS U SO MUCH!!!! It is not getting easier I am just forced to go on without you but some days I just wanna give up. It hurt so bad I never imagined I’d lose u so soon 🙁

Hi Snooks <3 Love & miss you daily 🙁

Snooks!

My life without you is the loneliest LIFE ever….I miss you, I love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. This holiday crap is really bad now….LORD HAVE MERCY 🙁

Hi my love! As always just thinkin bout u. <3

Remembering lying in bed and u telling me u couldn’t take it if I died first. Several conversations we had about so much. Well u left first and I have been lost ever since . IMY…ILY forever Snooks….Tig…Bay…Husband! TYRONE HAWKINS! The struggle is real..so many days I just wanna say IDC no more.

I wanted to upload some pics but I guess that’s not an option anymore…that’s ok…I know and see everything anyways…good night Tyrone….continue to watch over me cause I know most of my blessings come from u making sure I AM GOOD!! Love u FOREVER!

Husband!!!! I MISS U…Everyday is a STRUGGLE! I LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH

4 years already without the love of my life. I miss you Tiger ;-(

Love and miss u

EVERYBODY love and miss u so much. I am listening to our song…There is a story behind this song. When I first met u at Jesse Owens pool all we used to play is PRINCE…When u and Jeff came to my house and I started playing Prince…We was like “heyyyy” nobody knows the times when we have lied in bed even when we we’re young and (I WAS BURNED OUT) It wasn’t u…Hell what can I say? I was sprung on the HAWK!! smh…anyways we used to always use that line…(You don’t know what u mean to me).. ( IF god one day strike me blind, ur beauty I’d still see) After u got shot..same thing u can’t walk we’re gonna walk together…Had u riding buses (which was a task) Not only that I created a monster…lol I am so grateful to GOD knowing how much we meant to each other…U loved me so much . Man no one could EVA take your place. I miss u. UNTIL THE END OF TIME U WAS THERE FOR ME AND VICE VERSA!!! I love u forever!!!

Going to sleep Snooks. GN my love. Watch over us! Continue to protect me my angel. IMY Snookum Bookums. Hug our family for me.

Just got off work missing u! Love u.

While I’m away from you (ooh Baby)
I know it’s hard for you (ooh Baby)
Because it’s hard for me
And the darkest hour, is just before dawn
Each night before you go to bed (ooh Baby)
whisper a little prayer for me. (ooh Baby)
And let’s tell all the stars above
this is dedicated to the one I love!!!! I MISS U SNOOKS <3

Hi husband. I couldn’t sleep I had to cry myself to sleep 🙁 Thinking about how u told me u wouldn’t want to live without me. I know the feeling cause I don’t wanna live without you. The struggle is real. I love and miss u. Forever in my life! No one will ever take your place. Miss u Tiger.

Tiger! Hey Snooks! Miss and love u.

Tiger.. I miss u. EVERYBODY misses u. You had a great impact on people’s lives. I love u Tyrone. I miss u so much.

Husband I love u. I miss u. Continue to watch over me my angel 👼

My love….I need you to watch over me. I love and miss u. I know u know but Meti is pregnant with twins!!! So excited for her. I miss u Tyrone *teardrop*