Rose
Rose Goldstein, a loving wife, mother, grandmother, great-grandmother and friend passed away on Saturday, June 1, 2002. She was born March 24, 1915 in Malden, Massachusetts. She is survived by her husband Jack of almost 66 years, her five children: Arlene Maeda (Osamu), Madelyn Arugay, Michael Robert Goldstein, Karen Liebig (Robin) and Richard Goldstein; her brother Sidney Sterling; Grandchildren Steven Maeda (Janet), Brian Maeda, Kevin Maeda, Lorrane Orenstein (Darin), Aaron Arugay, Ron Goldstein, Ali Dilger (Mike), David Goldstein (Amanda), Christopher Goldstein, and Jessica Goldstein; Great-Grandchildren Nicole Maeda, Hayley Maeda, Courtney Maeda, Andrew Dilger, Chloe Dilger and Hannah Grace Goldstein; a new baby to arrive soon from the Orenstein family and her dog Beauty. Rose's main love was her family. She loved walking at the beach, feeling the ocean breeze and smelling the fresh air. She also loved swimming with her friends and was an avid reader. Before moving to Redondo Beach, she lived in Lake Arrowhead for 14 years. She enjoyed the mountain's splendor and walking in it. Rose was loved and respected by her family and all who had the pleasure of knowing her. She was always cheerful, compassionate, caring and like a mother to everybody. She will be missed deeply by all those whose lives she touched. Visitation will be on Wednesday, June 5, 2002 from 5:00 PM to 8:00 PM at White and Day Colonial Chapel, 901 Torrance Blvd. (at Prospect Avenue), Redondo Beach, Ca. 90277. Services will be Thursday at 1:00 PM at the same location. Internment will follow at Green Hills Memorial Park, Rancho Palos Verdes, CA. En lieu of flowers, donations may be made in Memory of Rose Goldstein to the Julius Sumner Miller Foundation (gifts directed to aid the elderly),1606 Crenshaw Blvd., Torrance, CA 90501, (310)320-8291 or Cure Autism Now (CAN), 5455 Wilshire Blvd., Suite 715, Los Angeles, CA 90036, (323)549-0500 or 1-888-8AUTISM

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  1. Hi Mom & Dad…. It’s April already, where does the time go? Does it so this fast for you both now, or how does that work…I guess I’ll find out when I’m with you both again…. Miss you both so very much and think of you daily…Love you both to the heavens and back again…it’s coming up on seven years since you’ve been gone, feels like forever!!..wow..Wish I could just give you lots and lots of hugs!! Miss you!!

  2. Dear Mom & Dad… This year’s off to a fast start, here we are in February already!!I’m thinking about the family get together too, hope more are able to attend this year…as we do this every year in honor of You and Daddy…hard to believe it will be seven years…We all just miss you both soooo much…Love and kisses to the Heavens and back again until we are together once again…love…love and more love

  3. Hi Mom & Dad….. Here I am again, another month gone by and it’s almost been six years since you both have been gone!!! As you know, Mike and I were at Green Hills last sunday and had a nice time visiting and then going and having food and talking about you both!! It’s hard to believe all this time has passed, we just miss you soooo much!!!! Lots of love, hugs and kisses until we are together again…To the heavens and back again…love!!

  4. Hi Mom & Dad…. A months already gone by and before you know it, it will be six years since you and Daddy have been gone. Where does the time go….As you both know everyone is doing okay and just taking it day by day, as we have since 2002….You are both constantly in our thoughts and we all miss you so much!!I can’t count the times where I want to pick up the phone or walk around the corner to see you…but it’s not anything I can do any longer and I hate it… Love you both to the Heavens and back again…until we are together again…Lots of hugs and kisses…

  5. Dear Mom & Dad, Wow, another month has gone by and it sure didn’t end very well as you both know…..5 of Davids fellow firefighters lost their lives fighting a fire last Thursday….We are so lucky to still have David with us, God, he was so close to them, just 200 ft away…..Then if that wasn’t bad enough the same day Arlene fell and got all banged up and hurt her feet again too…..It seems it never stops for her…. As you know it goes on, I heard from Berenice and William is gone too….. We are just losing so many here, you must have lots of room up there in Heaven….Please take care of everyone for us and let them know how much we love them! WE love you Mom and Dad and miss you both so very very much…..Gads, it’s so hard for those of us that are left behind, because we do love you all so much…My heart aches for those that have just lost loved ones, as no many how the time passes…the loss and empty feeling never leaves……Love you both to the heavens and back again….Please save room for us, whenever our time comes to be with you….All my love!!! We’re praying for all the families …..

  6. Hi, Me again!! Just wrote on Daddy’s site and am sitting here thinking of you both! Miss you both and so does everyone else in the family!! Love you to the heavens and back again. Hope I get to see you somemore in my dreams…Love you lots and lots.

  7. Hi Mom & Dad… Time seems to go faster every day..I can’t believe another month has gone by!!! I know that you know we talk about you both daily and love you both so very much! It seems we are all so affected by you both leaving, that the time that passes doesn’t lessen the pain we all feel!! We just can’t seem to stop missing you both, and it’s going on 6 years very shortly. Until we are together again, hugs and kisses to the Heavens and back again…love you both lots and lots!!!

  8. Hi Mummy & Daddy-O…. Here we are at the end of yet another month and holidays are on the way….where has the year gone…We miss you both so very very much!!! I can’t wait until the holidays are over, they just are not something I look forward to anymore…… love you both…from here to the Heavens and back again…..until we are together again!!! Love and Kisses

  9. Hi Mom and Dad, Well your unbirthday was yesterday and I miss going over to your place and bringing all kind of goodies. Saturday ,as you know was a good evening…our little Christopher got married and Briana and Ethan Richard are very cute!!..I know you both were there watching it all happen….Love you both to the heavens and back again!!..Lots of love from everyone…We miss you both so very much!!

  10. Dear Mom and Dad, Thank you for having me!!! Thinking of you both, especially right now since this is when I was born!! Love you both to the heavens and back again!!!

  11. Mom and Dad, It’s me again…just want you to know, you’re both always in my thoughts and prayers and praying that it’s as wonderful in Heaven as I think it is for you two! Of course, for all our other loved ones that are their with you too!! Our little Beauty dog too!!Miss you both soooo much it hurts sometime, other times it makes me smile, and then I go through all the emotions that are possible…..Until we are together again…love and kisses to the Heavens and back again….thank you both so very much for sharing yourselves with me…….LOVE YOU!!!! Again, Thank You MOM!!

  12. Here I am again..Mom & Dad.with another month gone by….This month has not been too great with all the fires and all!! I’m so glad everyone is safe and so are their homes…it’s just been terrible and the people that lost so much! We are all so fortunate…. Miss you both so very very much, it does not seem to get easier as the time goes by….you are both just missed by all of us and we think of you always!! Love and kisses to you both to the heavens and back again….Until we are together…XXXOOO

  13. Hi Mom and Dad….. Had a difficult time getting on line this month, guess the website has changed…. It has been very warm weather here lately. Not too bad for us, but pretty hot for everyone else.. Lots going on,but them you both know that! I just miss you both so much,whoever said it gets easier, must have been from another planet…as it’s not true….I keep wanting to call or go over and visit, but then I realize I can’t…..I just miss you and miss you and keep missing you more…. Lots of love and kisses with hugs to the both of you to the heavens and back again….until we are together again…..XXXXOOOO

  14. Well Mom & Dad….. Here I am again…missing you both and wishing I could give you both big hugs!!I was just looking at some pictures of you two and of the family and our little Beauty dog and missing you all so very much!! Spoke with Mike last nite as you know and we’re going to go through those boxes and see what’s there. I know it’s taken us a long time to get there, but we’re finally doing it and that’s what counts…. Everynight when Robin’s cooking we think of you both and the food that you’d enjoy!! We actually think you you both always,but every more when he’s cooking… Life is just so different without you here….love you so very very much…to the heavens and back again….until we’re together again Lots of love and kisses!!!

  15. Dear Mummy & Daddy…… Well, here we are another month gone by….and I’m missing you both more and more and loving you both so very much!!! Time just keeps going by and we all keep missing you both!! Love and kisses to the heavens and back again….. Until we’re together again, I love you both!!!

  16. Mom, They took your picture off the site……I’m sad, I like to see you…. I know I’m a few days late to write since your real birthday was March 24th…It still seems like it should be Feb. 22nd, since that’s the day we always celebrated with you!! I still feel lost, I pass by your place every morning when we walk with Diva and wave and say hi…even though I know you’re both not there…..I miss going to see you and being able to bring you things….especially on days like your birthday….knowing how much you enjoyed getting the littlest of things…or nothing for that matter…..just seeing or hearing from the family..was enough for you!! YOu are a true treasure and you’re missed so very much….each one of us still misses you like it was yesterday you left us…I know you’re not in any pain now and life as we know it has changed….I look forward to the time when we can be together again.It seems lots of loved ones are joining you, but it’s not our time yet….I smile when I think of you and thank you so much for being the wonderful Mother you are!! Love you to the heavens and back again..Hugs and kisses to daddy too….Until we are together again….I love you!!

  17. Mom, You know I wasn’t here on the first to write like I always do….I know I don’t need to tell you what happen, as Vicki is with you now and probably sharing all kinds of wonderful stories……but I had to go and be with Kathy, as she is having a very difficult time since Vicki is gone….Take good care of her and tell her how much we miss her and we’re so sorry she had to go so soon!! We had so much we were going to do…Take good care of her Mom when you see her. I hope she gives you kisses from all of us…Love you to the heavens and back again…..until we are together lots of hugs and kisses from all of us to you and daddy too!!

  18. Hi Mom, Well, I wrote on daddy\\\’s site this time…..We love you so much and miss you more than words can say…Happy Happy New Year, I\\\’m praying that Heaven is all that I believe and look forward to being with you when it\\\’s my time….Until then give all that I love a kiss for me and keep a spot open for when I show up….Love you to the Heavens and back again…

  19. Mom, I can’t believe it’s been six years already!!I wish I could just walk around the corner and see you and Daddy, or pick up the phone and talk to you!! I miss you so much!! I’m sitting here looking at your picture, as everyone of us do daily and thinking of you!! It’s just part of our conversation, to talk about you and how much we miss you!!..Your passing has left an emptiness in our hearts, that can’t be filled my anything other than memories of you and the fact that you are loved so very very much!! I can’t write anymore now…I just love you so much and look forward to being with you again, whenever that time is…I can be patient, I know I still have work to do here….I love you both to the heavens and back again!!!

  20. To my dear sweet Mummy….. It just seems more and more unbelievable that its been four years as of yesterday that you had to leave us…..I can’t even begin to tell you how much I long to just give you a hug and kiss. I actually don’t even think I can write much today, as I just miss you so…. it’s hard to keep myself composed enough to write this. Just know that you are loved and missed my all of us so very very much….thank you for being the wonderful Mother and person that you are….we are truly blessed because of you!! Love you to the Heavens and back again…Until we can be together again….Love you and look forward to that time, when we can laugh and smile and be with you!

  21. Dear Mom and Dad, It’s Super Bowl today and we’d(Robin) be making some yummy food to bring over to you and watch some of the game with you and Dad….. God..We miss you both sooooo much ….I just know that you both know that you are so loved and appreciated and missed by everyone!! Love you both to the heavens and back again…until we’re together….XXXXXXXOOOOOOO me

  22. Hi Mom & Dad, Here I am and another month has gone by.Seem to be thinking about you both more all the time..Ijust love you and miss you both so much!! I think when one of my friends lose a parent or one is sick I just revisit all the past stuff and it just gets worse……… Anyway, I love you both to the heavens and back again!!!

  23. Mom, Time just continues to go more quickly each day….Here we are at the first of the month once again….A time that I think of you even more often than I do on a daily basis…Four years and two months and still I wish I could just call you or go around the corner and see you and Dad….Guess it will get better when we’re finally together again, but that one is in God’s hands and not mine… Just just wanted to say how much you and Dad are missed and loved by all of us!! You continue to be treasures in our lives!! Love to you both to the heavens and back again!!

  24. Hi Mom, Yes, I wrote on Daddy’s page…..I know!! Just 2 month more and it will be five years since yuo’ve been gone and almost five for Daddy too!!! God, I miss you both so!!! I hope you liked how I cleaned up the marker this weekend….It’s always nice, but since I’m trying to have a get together with everyone in July, I’m trying to make it extra nice!!The flowers always look so pretty and I know you look at them and can enjoy how nice they are….I bet you have flowers everywhere and music going all the time too!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again…..until we are together again…….forever!! Love and lots of hugs and kisses to everyone from everyone!!

  25. Hi Mom and Dad…. Here we are again, another month gone by and we’re all still missing you both so very much!!!……. I’m going to try and get all the family together some time in June or July….Whoever can make it…will…. Just know that we can’t have a day go by that you’re both not in our thoughts!! Thanks for all you did for us…WE ALL LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! To the heavens and back again….until we are together again!!! Love and kisses and hugs…..

  26. Hi Mom & Dad… It’s another month gone by, and I miss you both sooo much! Before you know it, the holidays will be here again…not the same anymore…love and kisses to both of you, until we are together again..to the heavens and back again!

  27. Mom, Here I am again, missing You and Dad as always! Spoke to everyone except Mike today and all is well as you know… More terrible stuff has hit the planet once again with Katrina and devasted so many. I know it will get better, but in the meanwhile, all those poor people have so much to deal with… I wonder what it’s like being in heaven and looking down at all of this.. I do hope it’s so much better their…. Love and miss you both so very very much, to the heavens and back again…love…..me

  28. Dear Mom & Dad, Time keeps on going by and we’re fast approaching 4 fours since you both left….I wish it got easier, but each days seems to be a struggle!!! I miss you both so much!!!!!!!!!Every night when I go to sleep, I pray that you’ll come visit me in my dreams, but if happens so seldom…please come visit, maybe then I could deal with things here easier……Miss you both to the Heavens and back again….Love and kisses to you both!!!

  29. Mom & Dad, Here I am again, and it will be 8 months tomorrow since you left us and 7 for you Dad. It doesn\’t seem to get any easier, especially now with Robins Mom with you too! He\’s having such a hard time and I can\’t seem to do anything to help.Wish I could call you and you could give him that winning smile and a Big hug….Love you both so much and miss you so also. Love and kisses to you both..

  30. Dear Michael, I want to thank you for stopping by to let me know about your Mother. Knowing Rose and Jack enriched my life and I feel greatful for having known them both. Please express my sympathy to Jack and the rest of the family and if there is anything I can do please let me know.

  31. Dear Mom & Dad, Well, here I am again…Time sure seems to be going by fast. Another year is close to an end, and we’re all missing you both so very much!!! When I go for walks in the morning, I now go by your place and have some nice memories, of all my visits their….wish I could still just go down the street and see you both!! Love you both to the heavens and back again!!! Missing you so much… XXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOO

  32. Mom, We\’ll going to say goodbye today and I don\’t know how we\’re going to ever do without you here! WE ALL LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH,OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN SO FILLED OF JOY AND HAPPINESS BECAUSE OF YOU!! I know in my heart you\’re in a better place and not in any pain and that you\’re watching over us and so proud of us all coming together for you, but I still can\’t bear the thought that I can\’t pick up the phone and hear you say Karen Darling or walk in that front door to yours and daddys place and see that pretty sweet face of yours.Or have you call the office and say Karen and I say Mother and then you give that cute laugh that you have and say Oh Karen. I know God will get of though this time,but MOM I hope it\’s not too terrible to ask for you to help HIM help us today!! Thank you MOM!! HE\’S so lucky that HE has YOU!! I\’ll write you more later.. I LOVE YOU MUMMY!! Karen Mom..we all know you\’ll be with us forever, until we get to be with you and be happy again! I know we have to wait, but Daddy says hes been talking to you everyday and sees you and I asked Daddy if he could some time let us see you too and he said he would. He misses you so much mommy, but you know all of this anyway, dont you. We all love you so very very much words cant everysay how much, but I just had to write you. Because I usually so to see you at this time before I go to the office. I love you. I know dont cry, but I cant help it. its Karen Darling and everyone else too! Talk to you later, I have to get thing ready for you..I cant say goodbye..because I love you so much……………..

  33. Hi Mom and Dad, Well…here I am again……..it seems that each day that goes by I miss you both more and more….I thought it would get easier, but it really doesn’t….. Just thinking of happy memories that will bring a smile to my face and loving you both so very much… To the heavens and back again, until we are together again..love and kisses……….

  34. Mother Darling, I know you\’re happy with your mother now, but we\’re sad that you\’re not here, but I know you\’ll always be with us. I love you mommy. I\’m happy you finally get to have a mommy too..I know she must be great like you…Enjoy and be happy, we\’ll try to be happy too, but its hard because we miss seeing you and hearing your voice and feeling your touch, pllease come see all of us when you\’re ready. WE all love you so very very much. Mother, Be careful and you don\’t have to take your walker now(I bet that makes you happy too!)And you don\’t have to take all those nasty pills!!!Enjoy the beautiful days and relax!!! WE miss you, but that\’s okay because now you have no pain only nice things and you deserve that!!! WE love you Mother Darling!!!!!!!! I\’ll probably wrtie you again, if that\’s okay!They postponed my event because I\’m too sad, but I\’ll make you proud in Sept,when we have it okay! I know you\’ll be watching and you can come visit because you\’re already dresssed in what you wanted to wear even with your new shoes. Talk to you later XXXXOOOO

  35. Mom\’s don\’t go,they just get to watch over all of you a lot closer now,so remember Rose is watching,so you will have to live up to those high standers she had and now are set for you.God speed her journey to him. Love Neil

  36. SHE WILL BE WITH US FOR EVER AND EVER.MAY SHE REST IN PEACE AND MAY HER JOURNEY BE A RESTFULL ONE AMEN .

  37. Mother Darling! Yesterday was one month since you went to rest and now its your anniversary and daddy is so sad that you are not here that he is it the hospital and wants to be with you!! I understand,but now we\’re even more sad than we already are.When daddy comes to be with you,I hope you\’ll both be happy again!!! I love you and miss you very much! Love you Mother!!!

  38. Dear Mummy & Daddy… Here it is 2009 already and Arlenes’ B-Day today!!! New Year’s came and went pretty fast and we’re already five days into the year….Time just goes faster and faster each day!! Don’t need to go on about what’s happening with everyone, as I’m sure you both know!! We do miss you both so very much everyday and don’t believe it’s been 6 1/2 years already since you’ve both been gone!! Love and kisses to you both to the heavens and back again….Miss You…Miss You …..Miss You…

  39. Mother Darling, O dont know why this said the 3rd?I\’m writing you on the 2nd….Love you lots and lots!!

  40. Mother Darling.. Hi, well I guess you already know Daddy left us too and now he\’s with you again, which I guess is the way it\’s suppose to be. But Mom, we miss you both so much and it\’s so hard ..Wish you both could be back here with us so we could hug and kiss again and just hold each other, but I know we can\’t. In several hours we\’re going to all get together again and say goodbye to Daddy and you again too. Tell Daddy not to be upset with us and hopefully he will like what we do in honor of him..I hope so…Enjoy all the wonderful pain free days you both have to share forever and ever We love you and miss you so much and now Daddy too!!! Love you Mummy

  41. Dear Mom and Dad, Well the holidays are fast approaching and I’m not really in the mood to deal with them at all….I just miss you both soooo much. It doesn’t seem to matter where I am or what I’m doing, there is always something to remind me of both of you!!You are both ever present in my mind, body and soul….I just want to drive down the street to see you, or pack up some of Robin’s yummy food and bring it over or just stop off and the store and buy some things for you that I know you’d both love!!Can’t do any of the above and it really stinks….Love you both to the heavens and back again until we’re together again……

  42. Mom, Well, Your cute little home is almost empty, matter of fact it will be empty by tomorrow! I miss seeing your smiling face their when I walk in the door! I know you and daddy are happy and pain free, but I miss you both so very much!!! It\’s going to be hard to go by there everyday and not be able to walk in and see you both….Even though I haven\’t been able to do that for what seems like forever, I still felt a connection because I could still go to your place and feel closer to you….After tomorrow I won\’t be able to do that! God knows I miss you so!!!!!!! I\’ll take good care of Beauty, but she misses you so too!!! She\’s very sad!! Talk to you later Mom I love you lots and lots…to the Moon and back again!!This is so hard Mom!!! Love you both!!

  43. Mother Darling, Yes, it\’s me again!!!! Well, keys are gone and your apartment is clean and empty…..I know I don\’t have to tell you how hard it was to be their for the last time(you already know that)but, I think I\’ll find a new way to go places now, so I don\’t have to drive my your place and see it. I love you both so very very much, and can\’t begin to tell you how thankful I am to have been so lucky and privileged to be able to have you both living so close to me since the beginning of 1999.For sharing and putting up with me saying “Take your Walker”,etc.etc.etc. You are a gem, Mom!!!You do know that Robin misses you both so much too, and still seems to be cooking for you Mom!!! You always have a special place in his heart too!!! The days and nights don\’t seem to be the same, I know they just won\’t ever be the same, but Thank You both so much for being the special people you are and always will be!!! Thank you for all the great memories, I\’ll treasure them, until we are together again!! Love you…to the moon and back again!!! Karen

  44. Mother Darling, Wrote Daddy this time, so he\’ll feel better, I know you don\’t like it when we leave Daddy out, so he\’ll tell you what I wrote.. Love you to the moon and back.. Miss you more than seems possible, can\’t believe I can\’t see you and talk to you everyday, it\’s so hard Mom, but I know you know that. I don\’t know how you did it all those years, without your Mom…It\’s only a little over two months and I can\’t seem to bear it. Love you forever and ever We\’ll be okay Mom you don\’t have to worry anymore, that\’s not part of the plan..you get to be happy all the time now!!!!!! Love you so much!!!!

  45. Mom, We love you and Daddy and miss you both very much, the days just aren\’t the same anymore here. We know you both are having a grand time and we\’re happy for that, but miss you oh so much!!!!! Love you …to the moon and back… this is so hard to deal with XXOO

  46. Hi Mom and Dad, Thought I\’d write on the 2nd this month…..It seems that a day doesn\’t go by when I\’m not thinking of the two of you and Little Beauty. Hope you\’re all having a great time together. Robin, Diva And I miss all of you so much ! Of course the entire family does too, we all think of you both so much and always have such nice memories, but are still so sad you\’re not with us! Well Mom, I\’m heading over to Green Hills to bring you flowers, then I\’ll go home and clean. As you know Arlene is doing better, but still has a ways to go. You know we all speak to each other all the time, we try to do the things we know you\’d want us to do. We probably fall short, but we all do our best..Most important is that we all love you two very much and will always cherish you! We all love each other too! Love and kisses to the heavens and back again…Love you and miss you soooooo much..

  47. Hi Mom, here I am again…wow how time flies!! It’s coming up on five years next month and I just can’t believe it!!!We all love you and Daddy and miss you both soooo much!! We’ll all try and get together in July….There is NOT a day that goes by that you’re not thought of and missed!!! Thank you for being you!!! Can’t write anymore right now….Love you both to the heavens and back again..until we are together again….XXXXXXXOOOOOOO

  48. Mom, Miss you so much…..it\’s a struggle everday without you here………can\’t explain it, it just hurts! I\’m glad you and Daddy are happy and not in any pain.That\’s very important to all of us, but being stuck here is so hard, Thank God we get to be with you both again someday….Love you so very much(of course you know that) Thank you for everything, you\’re the best, Mom!!!

  49. Mom, Jess\’s mom is with you now too.This is just so hard, I miss you and daddy so much. I love you!!!I\’m going to Green Hills and bring some flowers for you and daddy in a little bit. Love you!!!

  50. Hi Mom, Well it’s your Birthday!!! Yes, the real one!! I just miss you so much…wish I could go over to your place and bring you all kind of goodies to celebrate!! In my heart you know that’s what I’m doing!!! It’s difficult to have each day go by and not have you with us to share the days with you and Daddy…..God, I miss you!! Well my dearest Mom, Happy Happy Birthday and I love you so very very much…….Until we are together again…love you to the Heavens and Back again!!!

  51. Here we are another year gone by and we all miss you and Daddy like crazy!! 2008…seems like only yesterday we were together! Tried to get on this website for a few days, but it wasn’t working…Everyone here is fine, as you both know already…We seem to keep adding to the family as others leave….How about giving me a little sign that things are going well for you, Daddy and everyone else….At least I’ll know that until I can see for myself….Love you both to the Heavens and back again…..XXXOOO

  52. Mom, Can\’t stop thinking about you and Daddy, I miss you both so! Tommorrow morning makes 5 months since you left and I just can\’t believe it! Tomorrow I\’m going to KCET and have lunch with Arlene and a group of people and Huell is the speaker….could you be there with us please…I know how much you\’d like that!! Love you to the Moon and Back…daddy too!! Karen Darling

  53. Mom, It\’s been 6 months since you left and I\’m going to bring more flowers for you and Daddy now…hope you\’re enjoying looking at them from your beautiful place. We all miss you and Daddy so very much and can\’t believe it\’s been 6 months. It\’s just not the same Mom……It\’s still so hard to get through a day…Gotta go, it\’s too difficult to write this right now..Love you to the moon and back again………Miss you so much!!

  54. Mom, Happy New Year to you and Daddy…tried to write yesterday, but the computer lines were not working!! seven months Mom..hard to believe….just left you and Daddy flowers hope you look down and see how pretty they are!! Love you to the moon and back….we\’re trying to get through this, it\’s just so so difficult…we miss you both so very much…. Love until we meet again and we can give each other a Big Hug!!

  55. Hi Mom & Dad, Well, I\’ve off to bring Roses for you both, and can\’t believe that it\’s been 9 months, 8 for Daddy. I miss you both so much. There is not much time in my day that I don\’t think about you both. It seems I can\’t do anything without it coming back to thinking of you and Daddy..The days are long and lonely in a way that I don\’t think will ever change until we are together again. Until then I am very thankful to have Robin in my life, to love and ease the pain. All the family help as we still keep in contact a lot(I know that makes you very happy!)Diva and Beauty get along well and I feel I have a special part of you both having Beauty with us. She\’s doing really well and I\’ve become her 2nd mom.No one could ever take your place Mother……No One! Love you to the Moon and Back again..

  56. Morning Mom, Just wanted to say I love you and Happy Unbirthday!!!! I\’ll bring you and daddy some roses like always in a little bit…..Miss you both and love you to the moon and back again……. You knew I wouldn\’t forget!!! XXOO

  57. Mother, Today\’s your birthday, and I feel so lost……..I want to be able to bring you all kinds of things and brighten your day, but I can\’t do that anymore! Going to see you in the morning before I left for work and bringing you all kind of fun goodies and then calling you and taking you to lunch,etc.etc.Then Robin making you something special for your dinner…..It just seems so incomplete, not to be able to see you and do all those things, to bring that cute smile to your face….God, I miss you so much!!! I know you\’re having a wonderful day celebrating with everyone, especially your Mom!! Enjoy, Mummy…I love you, Happy Birthday from everyone….we all love you and miss you so very much…….

  58. Mom.. Wrote on Daddy’s today…..thinking of you and daddy always!!!Missing you always!!!Love you always!!!

  59. Mom, It\’s been 10 months and I can\’t believe I can\’t go see you or talk to you….Well, you know I do talk to you all the time, but I miss seeing you in person!!! Miss you and daddy so much Mom…I love you and so does everyone else….it\’s just not the same. Hope you\’re enjoying seeing the flowers every week. Roses for the Rose of our life!!..Love you to the moon and back!!

  60. Dear Mom & Dad, I just wrote you such a long letter and it got erased, here I go again. 11 months seems like forever, I miss you both so much..Mom how did you do it all those years without your Mom? I just can\’t imagine it, I can\’t even go a day without thinking about how empty my life feels without you.. Yes, I\’m very lucky for everything I have, but I wanted so to share more with you!! Going more places and having more of Robins yummy cooking,etc. I\’m sure you\’re enjoying being with your Mom after all those years, but I still want to be with you……….Guess I just have to wait until I\’m called.I miss seeing you, talking to you and giving you hugs, I just plain miss you!!! I woke up this morning at about 2am like I do almost everyday and my heart feels like it stops, it just has a big hole in it…..Well my dear sweet Mother, I\’ll sign off for now as I know you know I love you very much and miss you more than words could ever say!! All my love to both you and Daddy-O to the Moon and back again…

  61. Dear Mom and Dad, I was so busy with getting the marker done and dealing with it being a year for you leaving Mom and a year for Dad coming up…..it was almost more than I could deal with….And I didn\’t write.. FIRST TIME..but you know I was thinking of you both and miss you both more than words could every say…..The marker is beautiful as you can see and with the picture on it and your names with the dates….I can\’t even tell you how much more difficult it is to see…God I miss you…….Wish we could do all the fun things we used to and the lunches and time we spent together…..but I guess I shouldn\’t complain, you\’re with me always and talk to me and let me know you\’re here all the time….I just want to give you a big hug and kiss……..I guess I must have been pretty overwhelmed not to write you…but I\’m here and I know you\’re both doing great and watching over all of us……Mike and Rich with get to see the marker very soon and I\’m sure they\’ll like it too!!! Aaron said it was perfect….. There are so many things going on in all of our lives,but then you both know that anyway, so I don\’t need to tell you….just always remember….WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAYS ALWAYS WILL…..UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN….LOVE YOU TO THE HEAVENS AND BACK AGAIN..XXOO

  62. I just wrote Daddy and thought I\’d drop a note to you also….67 years Mom…Wow….it must be great to be able to dance and enjoy yourselves with no aches and pains….But we miss you both so very much…Love you

  63. Hi, I couldn\’t ever forget you and Daddy…..I was just busy working at the Taste this weekend once again…..Naturally I was thinking of you a lot(as I always do) Remembering how I would bring pie home to you and daddy and talk all about the days events….Miss you so much….Life is just so different without being able to see you. I know I can talk to you all the time, but I do miss seeing you and giving you a big hug…..I know I\’ll see you again and be with you, but I have to wait for that….I still have work here… Well Mom, 14 months…..seems like forever……13 for daddy, I\’m so glad you\’re both together!! Everyone here is fine….I guess you know that…….. Silly me….. Love you lots and lots….Thank you Mother for being such a wonderful wonderful person……love you to the heavens and back again…………..

  64. Hi Mom and Dad…. Just getting ready to go home, just thought I’d write a short note since here we are at the 1st again….The months just seem to fly by…last month we had a nice family get together, but you already know that….several of the grandchildren and great grand children had never seen the marker…they were quite pleased with it!! the family is growing and how we wish you both were here in person to enjoy that with all of us….I truly know you are with us always….sometimes…it would just be so nice to be able to see and hold you…..don’t think I can write anymore right now….love you both to the Heavens and back again….until we are together again….lots of hugs and kisses……

  65. Mom & Dad, Just left Green HIlls,as you know and can\’t believe it\’s 15 months since you left Mom and will be 14 for you Daddy…God, I miss you both so much….Life seems so strange, not being able to go over to your house and see you and touch you…..I know Mom! I know! Love you both to the heavens where you are and back until we are together again……… Love you so much………

  66. Mom, Wrote to Daddy-O this time, I know you’d be thinking why do I always write to you and not Daddy….So I thought I’d start the New Year off right for you….. Missing you both and loving you oh so very much………Until we are together again love and kisses to you both to the Heavens and back again….me

  67. Hi again, Well here I am, still missing you both so much!!! Went to a meeting last nite and thought of you Mom as I was getting dressed……I would have stopped by the house and asked you how I looked before I went, I miss that…..I miss so much about you and Daddy I can\’t stand it!! It still doesn\’t seem real that I can\’t just pick up the phone or go around the corner and talk or see the both of you…..I play the one message I have from you Mom all the time, just so I can hear your voice.. Love you both so much…….I know you know that, I just like to say it……It\’s just still so difficult to not have you both here!!! I know, Mom, we\’ll all be fine!! XXOO

  68. Mom, Well I can’t believe it’s five years today since you moved on to a better place and get to finally be with your Mom! I’d give anything to have you and Dad back again, but I know that’s not possible…..Wish it were though…. Spoke to everyone in the family and they all miss you like crazy, and it seems we each have our special things that we look at and think about to remember what a Great Mom we had and how very lucky we were!!Now we just have to be the best we can be and make you proud of us!! Love you to the heavens and back again until we are together again…Lots of hugs and kisses to both of you…Love you Mummy

  69. Hi Mom & Dad, Well, here it is again..17 months since you\’ve been gone Mom and 16 today for Dad…It seems like each day that goes by is harder than the last…. It\’s been so devastating these past few weeks with all the fires!! But Thank God everyone is okay and we even think their homes are saved..I wonder what it\’s like for you both to be seeing all of this….I guess it\’s okay because you know we\’ll all be fine….Spent a lot of time praying and talking to you(of course you know that!!) Love you so much Mom and Dad and miss you like you can\’t believe………. Love you to the heavens and back again…..until we\’re together again

  70. Hi Mom and Dad, Well it\’s the holidays and you are both so missed!! I don\’t think I took a bite of food without thinking about you two!! Everyone had a good thanksgiving(as best they could without you two!) I was ready to pack up a bunch of food for you and Daddy, especially the yams!!, but realized I couldn\’t do that….Old habits are hard to break….. I\’m sure you\’re tired of me talking to you all the time, but I just can\’t help it…. No you\’re not I Know…. I know everyone else talks to you a lot too!!Hope heaven is as great as it seems, I\’ve been reading up on it a lot, so I know you\’re having a great time with everyone…. Love you so much words can\’t cover it!! A year and a half seems like an enternity!! Will write more later…Love you both to heaven and back again!!XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO

  71. Mom, Happy New Year to you and Daddy!! I tried to write yesterday, but I couldn\’t get on the computer, so I spoke to you a lot(like I always do!) It seems so strange to go through another holiday without being able to see you and Daddy and to share our food together!! I saved some of my dinner for you and then realized I could not run over to your place and give it to you.It\’s also so hard to not pick up things for you and Daddy that I know you\’d enjoy.. I miss being able to spoil you two!! Amanda had her baby girl yesterday and Her name is Rylie Rose!!! Mommy and baby are doing well, from what Richard said/. I can\’t wait to see pictures of her!!She goes home today with the little baby!!It was the first baby of the year and so they\’ll be in the papers,etc.(At least for that hospital, anyway) Well Mom, it\’s raining and icky weather,(like you always say) but it\’s nice and warm in the office….We even have a fire going in Rose and Alice\’s Fireside Room!! Miss you so much, I can\’t believe it!! I know you see all of us and see how everyone is doing!!WE all think about you and Daddy all the time and you\’re just always with us…always….. Love ya, mummy!! You too, daddy…. I hope I get to see you more and talk to you more this year!!Thanks for always being their when I need you….But, it seems I need you all the time!! I guess you know best!! Love you to the heavens and back again, until we\’re together!!

  72. Mom & Dad, I tried to write yesterday, but could not get into the website…..I felt your presence when I was at Green Hills yesterday, and can\’t help it, I just miss you so much!! I thought it would get easier, but that does not seem to be the case!! Was trying to clean oout boxes and was looking through cards and everytime I was lucky enough to see one from you both, I just treasured looking at it again…..You sure do bring a smile to my face a lot of times, yes, sadness too, but I try and concentrate on the smiles….. I love you both very much and know that we\’ll be together again someday!! I must say I do look forward to that time very much……Until then, know that I love you and miss you more than words can ever say!! All is well here with everyone, but you know that, as you\’re our angels and you watch over us all the time!!Love you to the heavens and back again…until we meet again….oh Mom thanks for the great dreams too!!! I\’d love more….

  73. Mother, It seems that no matter what the time is that passes, I still miss you and Daddy so much…..I keep thinking time will make it easier, but it doesn\’t!! Everyday you\’re in my thoughts and I want to be able to pick up the phone and speak to you, or just go around the corner and see you….Little Beauty is a constant reminder of my love for you and she is finally showing her age…..That scares me a lot..I worry so much about her…..I know you know that I Love you both very much and miss you like no words can describe…..Love you to the heavens and back again, until we can be together again!!! XXXXXOOOOO

  74. Mom, It\’s your birthday today and I\’m missing you more than usual….if that\’s possible! Just thinking about the fun things we\’re be doing together and the flowers and cards, etc. I\’d be bringing over in the morning before I went to work! Plans for the day,etc….Love you to the heavens and back again…Happy Birthday,Mom!! I Love you!!!! Hi to Daddy-O too! I know that everyone is thinking the same thing today…especially!

  75. Hi …….. Beauty came home last nite after 2 nites in hospital…..She\’s so happy to be home and is eating special food I make for her…..Thanks for always being my angel and helping us to keep her for a while longer!! Love you and Daddy to the Heavens and back again… XXXXXXXXXXOOOOOO We will treasure every moment we have left with her!!

  76. Mom and Dad, It seems the time goes by so fast, but it doesn\’t appear to get any easier…..we just all miss you both so much….Our lives just are not the same without you here!! I know you\’re both with us and never leave us, but it\’s still so very difficult!! I don\’t need to tell you what\’s going on, as I know you both know already…It much be nice to have a front row center seat on things here…….. Just was to say we love you very much and it\’s almost 2 years, yet it seems like forever!!!..Love you to the heavens and back again….until we\’re together again…………XXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOO

  77. Hi Mom, Well it looks like they lost the last two messages I sent you…..Da…..Well you know I’m always thinking of You and Daddy. It was the one I wrote for June which was three years since you left guess it was too sad…Well here it is July 7th and your brother Sidney is with you now….All your brothers and sister along with your Mom and Dad and You are all together now…..You must be having quite a party….Take good care and know that we all Love You and Miss you so very much….I love it when I have dreams about You and Daddy…I don’t want to wake up,I just want to stay in the dream!! Hope I have more dreams of you both soon!! Love you both to the heavens and back again…..XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO

  78. Dear Mom, I\’m just getting the flowers ready, then going over to Green Hills to spend some time there…..Happy Mothers Day..Mom………I spoke with everyone,expect for Mike, and I\’ll try him again…..WE all just miss you so much and think of you everyday,especially on special days like today…not that everyday was not special with you, because it was!! Thanks for being such a Great Mom and raising all of us, I know you had your hands full!!You did a great job Mom, and we love you so so much!!! Hope Mothers Day is heaven is the best, with your Mom and your little girl…must be great…Wish I were there with you….someday….Then I can meet your Mom and my little sister too!! I just miss you so much..Mom………… Love to Daddy too…….Love you both to the Heavens and back again, until I can tell you that again in person… XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO Happy Mothers Day….I Love You!!

  79. Mama, Beauty\’s sick!! I know I talked to you and asked you if I could keep Her a little longer(thank you), but she\’s been sick for over 6 weeks and now Stacy says she has 70% kidney failure and he has to keep her another day becuase shes dehydrated. He kept her last nite and it was so scary…….She\’ll be back with you and Daddy soon, so we only get to keep her for a month or two……….wish we could have her longer,Mom……….it\’s so hard……….I love her so much…… I can\’t write anymore now,Mom …….I love you!!!!! Thanks for letting us have her for all this time………Maybe we can have her for more than 2 months? Please!!

  80. Hi Mom & Dad…….. Well, yesterday was a difficult day!! Not that everyday doesn\’t have it\’s difficulties………2 years since you went to heaven and I just miss you soooooooo much!! You know I was at Green Hills yesterday(of course)…Arlene and Osamu came by also…..that was nice…..I just hope you know what an impact you had and continue to have on all of our lives!! You are so missed my all of us and thought of constantly!!! Hope you\’re having a wonderful time, in your pain free environment, I know it\’s just Grand!! In the meanwhile, we just love you and talk to you all the time, and know you\’re with us always!! Love you to the Heavens and back again….until we are together again….Love you, Mom and of course Daddy-O too!! XXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOO

  81. Hi Mom and Dad, Well, here we are and it\’s 25 months since you left Mom and 6 years since Alice left..Tomorrow would be your 68th anniversary and them Wednesday will be 2 years since Daddy left………Gosh, where does the time go….seems like just yesterday we were all together, now the three of you are and we\’re still hear missing you all……… Love you all so much and can\’t help miss being able to see and hear you ……I know I can talk to you anytime and you know I do…but I still miss you sooooo much……….Will bring the roses tomorrow for your anniversary. Hope you\’re all enjoying the heavens….earth still has it\’s difficult times, but I know you know that…….. Until we\’re together again…I love you and miss you so very much…..somedays it\’s just harder than others…. Love you both to the heavens and back again……. XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO

  82. Hi Mom, It\’s me again….well yesterday made 2yrs and 2 months since you left and it seems like yesterday…..yet forever at the same time… 2yrs and 1 month for Daddy…and that seems like the same..forever… Wish I could chat with you both and share all the exciting things that are going on….I guess I can do that anyway….Hope you\’re both having a great time and watching over all of us and smiling!! WE all love you both very much and miss you more than words can ever express!!!! I wear your necklace everyday,Mom and Daddy, I wear the bracelet and ring everyday also!! Love you both to the heavens and back again……

  83. Hi Mom & Dad…… Well, here we are are 5 1/2 years and it doesn’t seem to be getting any easier….it really is crummy…Here Lorrane is having twin little girls and we’re all wishing we could have You and Daddy holding them!!! We have so many new little ones since you both left, it’s a real drag…But I know you see them all and are so pleased!! I miss you both so very very much…..This time of year just isn’t as enjoyable as it used to be for me… I try to buy things and do things for other people, but it’s just not the same….I look forward to the time that we’ll be together again and then we don’t ever have to leave…..I know I still have work to do here……Love you both to the Heavens and back. I’m lucky to be with Robin, he’s a real blessing and is so good to me…….Until that time….I love you!!!!!

  84. Mom and Dad, Just had to tell you we\’re getting the restaurant that Robin had been working so hard to get….The guys ready to sign the papers today….Robin doesn;t even know yet, he\’s off playing Golf……I just had to share with you……….Wish you could both be here to share this exciting time with us!!!I know you are here in spirit with us always!!! You know how much he loves to cook….well now he\’ll have his own place!! Riviera Bar-B-Que Bistro…..great day isn;t it!!!! He will be making those pork chops too!!Please pray and watch over us as we take on this new venture….Love you both to the heavens and back again!!!XXXXXOOOOOO

  85. Hi Mom & Dad, Well, yesterday I went by Green Hills, just felt like being closer to you both…The days don\’t seem to get any easier as the days and months go by. Here it is September already and well over 2 years since you and Daddy left to the heavens and I miss you every moment it seems. So many things going on and wish you could be here sharing with all of us…..Brians wedding, our new venture and all the other things that happen to everyone….I don;t know if you get tired of hearing from all of us all the time(since we all talk to you so much!!) Knowing you, you don\’t mind at all….Thank you so much for being the wonderful person that you are and having some of that rub off on all of us!! WE all love you both very much and miss you so so much!! Love you to the heavens and back again…Talking to you always!! Thanks for those feelings inside so that I know you\’re hearing me and with me….Love you..

  86. Hi Mummy & Daddy-O…. Here we are again with another month gone by and we’re all missing you both so very very much!!!! I know it sounds like I’m repeating myself, but I can’t help it, you both have to know that you are thought of constantly and talked about all the time!!! We must be driving you both crazy, talking to you all the time, but you gotta know how much we love you and miss having you here with us!!! Love you both to the heavens and back again, until we are together forever….XXXXOOOO

  87. Dear Mom and Dad, Well, here I am again……..You\’re probably getting used to hearing from me all the time and everyone else too!! We just miss you both so very much!!Love you so that words can\’t express the amount!! 2 years and 4 months,Mom…….feels like forever and there is not a day that goes by that I\’m not thinking of you!! You have made such an impact on all of our lives, that when I speak to everyone in the family they all feel the same way!! You truly are an amazing lady!!! Each one of us has so many special memories of you that we are so grateful for, but still wish we could be together again….I know it will happen eventually…I can\’t wait to be with the both of you again, and I know I will……….I just hope the time passes fast, because my life just isn\’t the same anymore………… 2 years and 3 months since Daddy went to join you as he couldn\’t bear to be without you, and I totally understand that!! Hope you\’re both having a wonderful time enjoying every minute, I know its glorious and words can\’t describe it, but I think I have some idea and know that I\’ll be with you when the time is right!! Until then, I\’ll do the best I can here, so that I can spend forever with all of you……. Love and kisses and hugs to you both……to the heavens and back again…….. me

  88. Hi Mom, Well, I wanted to wait to write until the election results were in, and yeah Bush won!! I\’m tired, as I was awake most of the night watching the results…Miss having you to talk to about everything and sharing info. You and Daddy knew already how things were going to pan out, I guess that\’s why I felt pretty good about it too!! You would have given me some sign if things were going to be different… Getting more of the book about heaven to give to friends, as they sadly lose their loved ones, the book helps me, so I hope it helps them also…. Love you and Daddy so much and miss you even more than one could imagine. I\’ll write Daddy a little now, so he won\’t feel left out.. Love you both to the heavens and back again………

  89. Dear Mom and Dad, WEll, here it is another month gone by and the holidays are here! Miss you both so much! Robin misses you also, as does everyone else!! Had a difficult time sleeping last night, was up 4 times with Beauty before midnight and then could not go to sleep again until almost 3. She\’s getting worse, but is still with us, so I can\’t complain. I just don\’t want her to be in any pain! Trying to decide what to do for the holidays, to decorate the entire house or not!? The or not is winning….. Well, my dear parents, I can\’t believe it\’s 2 1/2 years already! WIsh you were here with all of us, but then again, I know you are! Love you both to the heavens and back again! Until we\’re together again I love you!! Yes, I\’m smiling, Mother!

  90. Dear Mummy & Daddy-O, Happy New Year…While Robin and I were having our special dinner, we were thinking of you and how we always share! I know you get to have whatever you want now, whenever you want!!! We sure miss seeing and being with you… 2005, how time goes by, but oh how we all Love you so very much and think of you and Daddy daily!! When I speak with Arlene, Madelyn, Michael and Richard…it seems we\’re always thinking of you and looking at your picture and smiling, because you\’re such a cutie!! WE love you both so very very much and miss you so very very much….. Until we\’re together again…..hugs and kisses to the heavens and back again mother….I love you!!!

  91. Hi Mom & Dad…. Here I am again…another month gone by and we all continue to miss you both as we are faced with each day….The New Year is here and of course we remember all the wonderful days we shared!!! Love and kisses to you both until we are together again…From here to the heavens and back again we love you both so very much!!!

  92. Hi Mummy & Daddy, Well, Beauty\’s with you both now, hope she got their okay! She just wasn\’t feeling very good the past couple of days and so she had to go be with the both of you. She had a TIA just like you Mom, I was up with her for hours, then she was better and then it happened again. I didn\’t want her to be in pain, so had to make the decision to have her join you and Daddy. It was really hard to do. Thanks for letting us be with her for 2 1/2 years. You both get to celebrate her birthday with her on February 16th…. Love you both so very much and I\’m glad she\’s with you again where she belongs. We were very happy to have her with us for the time we did, thanks for that!! Love you both and Beauty too, to the heavens and back again.. Is my little princess with you too!! I know she is…they\’re going to have fun playing together!! You have your Beauty girl back with you now!! Love you both!

  93. Mom, Do you believe this whole thing! So now I know why Beauty needed to be with you and Daddy, so I could help Arlenee. You know she\’s getting better, but it sure was scary!! Love you both so very much and wish you were hear to give her a big hug, but then I know you\’re doing that all the time!! Love you to the heavens and back again…Kisses to you both and Beauty too!!

  94. Hi Mom, Just been thinking more and more about you today than I normally do! Today would have been your 90th birthday(or unbirthday) I still think of this day as your birthday, since we celebrated it for so many years…..I know I would probably wait until March to have a big party for you….but I would bring you flowers and some goodies today too!! Gosh, I miss you so much!! Hope you, Daddy and our Beauty dog are all happy together. Love you to the heavens and back again.I don\’t know how you could stand being without your Mom for all those years, it is so hard!!! Love you lots and lots!!!

  95. Hi Mom & Dad, Can’t believe another month has past by already!! I just still miss you both so much, can’t wait until we’re together again! Can you believe Christopher is getting married in 17 days..Wow, it’s amazing and he has such a cute little boy too!! Briana is a real sweetie too! I know how much he wishes you both could be there and I know you will just be surrounding all of us with your love that day as you do always…We just miss seeing and being with you in the physical sense…I know you’re always with us….it’s still hard to deal with and we love you both so very much……So I’ll be waiting for that special feeling of your presence on that special day for the family! Love to the heavens and back again…. me

  96. Hi Mom and Dad, Guess the mind is going, I thought I\’d written you on the 1st or the 3rd, but guess I didn\’t. Seem to have my mind going in many different directions here lately. As you know Arlene is doing better, but it\’s a slow process and I\’m sure very difficult for her. Madelyn is helping a lot, don\’t know what she would do without her. Everyone else seems to be fine, as you know we try and keep in touch all the time! WE had a good teacher and we\’re trying to continue in that area! Thanks Mom!!!! WE love and miss You and Dad so much, it\’s hard to believe it\’s going to be three years soon, God I miss you!! It seems no matter what I do during my day or nite, I\’m always thinking of you! My time always is with you ever present in my thoughts and spirit. Thank you so much for everything!! Robin and I were talking last nite and as you know, you are very important to him as well! I don\’t know why I\’m writing this, as you know it all already! Love you and Daddy to the heavens and back….Glad you\’re both having a wonderful time can\’t wait to be with you again, whenever that comes.I love you!!!

  97. Hi Mom….. Happy Birthday to you!! Hard Day for us, we miss you so much, had your favorite sushi today and missed seeing you enjoy it along with me!! I know we’ll be together again, but It doesn’t stop me from missing you all the time…Robin and I, along with all the family, send lots of hugs and kisses….To the Heavens and back again…..until we are together again….love you…hugs and kisses to Daddy-O too!!

  98. Hi Mom & Dad, It\’s me again, time sure seems to go by fast, as we enter into another month. 2 yrs and 11 months since you left and 2 yrs and 10 months since Daddy left. Life just isn\’t the same,the minutes, hours,days, months and years go by, with such different meaning now that you\’ve both been gone. Can\’t seem to explain, but life will never be the same! I\’m just heading over to Green Hills right now, then home to do the normal weekend chores…Sometimes I feel like a robot, just going through the motions. I don\’t think I can write anymore today MOM, just know that You and Dad are loved very much and missed so much that words can\’t express. Love you to the heavens and back again…..

  99. Mom, Well here we are, another Mothers Day and of course I\’m thinking of you! I think of you all the time,but today even more, if that\’s possible… Heading over to Green Hills to bring some pretty Red roses and spend some time there………..Love to the heavens and back again…Happy Mothers Day Dear Mom…………Miss you so much!!

  100. Hi Mom and Dad, Time just seems to be flying by…another month started and still missing you both so very much!! Just took Diva for a little walk and was thinking of both of you and our little Beauty. Hope you’re all having a great time…hard to get through the days because we all miss you so!!! We all just take it one day at a time and forge ahead, knowing that someday we will all be together again..I really look forward to that day, I must say!! Love you both to the heavens and back again….and Beauty too! and my little Princess…. XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO

  101. Hi Mom & Dad…. Another month gone by and it’s getting closer to 7 years that you’ve both been gone..gosh how the time goes so fast…I actually was at your last place last week doing a presentation….I know you were proud of me for going their…It was really difficult though…don’t think I’ll be going back anytime soon…saw some of your old friends and they were happy to see me, and we spoke of you both and how much they miss you!!! They spoke also of the wonderful people you were and what a joy it was to know you!! I knew that of course, but it was nice to hear!! Love you both to the heavens and back again….until we are together again…Miss you both soooo very very much!!

  102. Dear Mummy & Daddy-O…. Everyday I went to write something I got sidetracked and didn’t come back to do this….Of course we’ll all missing you both so much!!! Here it is 6 1/2 years and a day doesn’t go by where we don’t think of you both!!Holidays just are not the same anymore…Robin and I were remembering all the wonderful times we shared together in the last few years and would not trade them for the world….We just wish we had more time and days to share with you both! Love you both to the Heavens and back again..until that time when we are together once again forever!!! love and kisses we miss you and love you so very very much!!

  103. Dear Mom & Dad, Yet another month has passed and I am missing you both more than ever!!! Hard to blieve that it’s almost seven years since you’ve both been gone, God knows how you are missed by all of us!!! Love with lots of hugs and kisses to you both to the heavens and back again!! Until we are together always, I Love you!!!!

  104. Dear Mom, Hard to believe that today makes seven years since you’ve been gone! I can’t even begin to tell you just how much you are missed by all of us!! I doubt that a day goes by in any of our lives that you are not thought of several times!! I sure hope that Heaven is all that I think is is and you’re having a great time with Daddy and everyone else!! I am especially glad that you get to be with your Mom!!! I know I look forward to being with you both again, when my time is up here…Love you both to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever…lots of love & kisses and hugs too!!!

  105. Mom, Just wrote on Daddy’s page, but I thought I’d write a little to you also…. Love you and miss you so much, I just keep thinking of all the time we would be spending together and enjoying, but I know you’re with your Mom now and making up for all the time you didn’t have with her!! Kisses to everyone that’s with you and Daddy….Love you both to the Heavens and back again…Until we are together forever!!!

  106. Mom, It’s been 7 years and 2 months since we said goodbye and we all still miss you and Daddy like crazy!! Just sitting her and thinking about how much we wish you were here with us!! Love you to the Heavens and back again…Until we are together again forever…lots of love, hugs and kisses.

  107. Hi Mom, Just wrote a short note on Dad’s and thought I’d write a little something to you too!! It’s not like you don’t know what’s going on with all of us…I just like to do it!! We all love you both and miss you both soo much, a day doesn’t go my where you’re both not thought of by all of us!!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together again!!!

  108. Dear Mom & Dad…. Everyday I got ready to write and something happened and then I forgot…Could this be a sign of the times ahead?? Anyway, I love you both very much and think of you so often that some days it just boggles the mind. As you know I’ve been busy and trying to get things done…it’s a never ending battle…Everyone is well and doing the best they can, we talk daily if possible…We can’t wait for you to let us visit again in our dreams, as that is always the best ever, since you’re both not here. Love you both to the heavens and back again, until we are together forever!!! Hugs, kisses and more!!

  109. Hi Mummy & Daddy-O…. Here I am again, old faithful…well not so old…but faithful non the less…..Another month has past and it’s just never any better, we all just miss you both so very much! With the holidays fast approaching, it just gets worse. Loving you both to the Heavens and back again….until we are together again forever!!!

  110. It’s me again…Mom & Dad…Yup, another months gone by and the holiday’s are almost here…wish they were over already….. Yes, I’ll smile and laugh and all that stuff, but they are just not the same anymore without the two of you and all the other people we’ve lost…I know we’ll be together again and that’s my only saving grace…something to look forward to…I still have work to do here, so I know I have time left, but whenever God decides, I have no problem.. Love and kisses with lots of hugs to the heavens and back again…until we meet again forever!!

  111. Hi Mummy & Daddy…. Well, we’re into the new year and it’s off to a good start with several birthday celebrations and the days are just flying by!! It’s been beautiful out and in the 70’s, while everyone on the East Coast is freezing!!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again and missing you both every minute of every day!! Until we are together again!!!

  112. Hi Mummy & Daddy-O too… Here we are with a start on 2010 and lots to do and it seems I’m already behind what I’d like to get done…I’ll just take it day by day and I’m sure it will happen..Sometimes I wish I could be with you both now, but I know I still have work to do here…So until we are together again, I’m sending all my love with lots and lots of hugs and kisses …To the Heavens and back again…love you so very very much!!!

  113. Mom, Well, it was your unbirthday a few days again and I meant to write but got busy and then forgot….Yes, I forgot….For some reason I always think that the 22nd is your birthday, since we celebrated it that day for so many years…I just miss you and love you sooo very much….Looking forwarding to being with you again whenever that time arrives..I know my work here is not done, so until we are together again, I’m sending all my love with lots of hugs and kisses to both you and Daddy…To the Heavens and back again…xxoo

  114. Hi Mom & Dad…. Wrote yesterday, but I guess the computer messed up…that happens….Anyway, just missing you both more and more every day…you’re thought of constantly and with the best memories every…It’s fast approaching 8 years since you’ve both been gone and no it doesn’t get any easier, just different…Until we are together again forever, I’m sending my hugs and kisses to you both from here to the Heavens and back again…and again and again…love…

  115. Dear Mom & Dad… Yes, another month gone by and it’s almost 8 years since you’ve both been gone….sonme days it seems like forever and other days it seems like just yesterday! Miss you both so very very much…love you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever

  116. Hi Mom & Dad………. Here we are with another month passing us by..next month the family will be getting together as it will be 8 years since you’ve both been gone…hard to believe…and we all miss you both so very much!!! Love you to the Heavens and back again..until we are together forever!!!XOXOXO

  117. Mom… Thought about you all day long yesterday and how I can’t believe it’s been 8 years that you’ve been gone!!Went to Green Hills and spent some time making it all pretty for everyone for next weekends family get together….Time got away from me & I didn’t write yesterday….oops…Just sitting here and thinking about both you and Dad and how strange it is not to have you here with us….We all miss you both so very very much! Everytime I do something, I can hear your comments on it!! All the dinners Robin cooks and I just want to rush over and share with you and Daddy too!! Lunches,walks,stories,shopping, just sitting together..talking..watching you swim and spend a little time relaxing in the sun…I miss it all so much!! You are so sweet and I love you sooo very much!!!Hope you’re both having a good time with everyone and all the new additions that have joined you, some much sooner than they should have…God has the Plan and He’s not sharing it with us..so whenever He decides, that’s the way it is….I love you both to the Heavens and back again..until we are together again forever…Lots of Hugs and Kisses…

  118. Hi Mom & Dad… Last week at this time the family got together for our annual gathering, in honor of the both of you!!! We had a total of 23, it was almost 33, but things happen and a few of the families couldn’t make it…It was so nice to see everyone and you were both ever present in our mind and thoughts as we enjoyed our day together. Wish I could arrange to have it more often, but it’s quite a chore with all the different schedules, etc. So I guess we’re lucky we can at least do it once a year…Hard to believe it’s been 8 long years, since you’ve both been gone..I just want to pick up the phone and call you, or just run around the corner and see you…but I can’t and I just wish I could!!!Love you both so very much and miss you so much sometimes I can’t bear it…Love you to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever!!

  119. Hi Mom & Dad…. Here we are once again with another month gone by…Today is Diva’s B-Day …she’s 10!! Hard to believe it’s been 10 years that we brought that cute little doggie home…..Anyway, I miss you both so much, wish I could just go over to your place and take you out to lunch and sit and chat then go for a walk on the beach with you, etc.etc.etc….8 years and 2 months and sometimes it feels like forever and then other times it feels like it was just yesterday….Interesting how that works in our head….Well, kisses & hugs to the both of you and everyone else with you…To the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…I love you…

  120. Hi again Mom & Dad…. Where does the time go…another month has gone by and oh how I wish you were both here…..Lots of things going on lately, I know you know, as I talk to you both all the time…More & more people are coming your way, it must be a very large place to fit all those people…More later…love you both to the Heavens and back again XOXO

  121. Hi Mom & Dad…. Couldn’t sleep remembering I didn’t write and the month has already started, yes another month is here again! The time seems to just fly by and the year is almost over!! Missing you both ever so much and wishing I could just drop by your place and give you each a big hug!! So here you are…………….. That’s felt good….Love you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! Love, hugs and kisses… I so know you are both with me always!!

  122. Hi Mom & Dad…. The year is almost over and I don’t know why the days go faster and faster with each moment!..Going though some stuff in the house and getting ready to paint….What a chore!! Memories seems to be everywhere and bring a smile to my face!! What would we do without all of those wonderful memories….Well, its been 8 years and 5 months since you’ve been gone and sometimes it feels like yesterday!! Miss you both so much…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!!!

  123. Hi Mom & Dad… Well.. here I am again…now it’s 8 1/2 yrs since you’ve both been gone and I still think of you both everyday and miss you both so very much!! The holidays are here and it makes me miss you more, they don’t seem to be the same without you here for us to love and enjoy….Melis will be home for a while to visit so that will be very nice!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again….until we are together forever!! love…

  124. Well..my dear Mom & Dad…you know what we’ve been going thru so I don’t need to go into all of that…So you’ve got another angel with you, but then I already wrote that too..I’m sure you remember what you were doing in Jan. for two different years….It’s a New Year and I believe a major corner has turned for us..so I’m very thankful, even inspite of what we had to go thru to get there…Just always know that I love you both to the Heavens and back again,.,..looking forward to when we are together forever…but I think I still have work to do here…Hugs and kisses…Miss you both so very very much…Thanks for always letting me feel your presence…..Arlene sure had a greast dream about you two the nite before her birthday!! Wow ,,she was so lucky!! How about coming to visit me now…I could sure use it!! Hugs again!!

  125. Hi Mom & Dad…. Here we are in February already…seems like I lost January with everything going on…so now I have to play catch up and see how much I can get done…Still a day doens’t go by without me thinking of the both of you and missing you so very much!!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again..Sending lots of hugs your way…love you..until we are together again forever!!! …

  126. Hi Mom… Well here, it is your unbirthday again and I miss you soooo much!! Wishing I could celebrate with you and bring you all kinds of things you love..I guess I’ll just have to wait until we are together again..Until then hugs and kisses to you both to the Heavens and back again!!

  127. Wow Mom & Dad..can you believe it’s March already…yes, St. Patricks Day is almost here…then it’s getting close to scheduling another family get together..seems like that’s the only time we all get together to honor the two of you, it would be so much better to honor you both in person though.. Wish you were both here and we could plan the get togethers like we used to…celebrating your birthdays and anniversary…love you both so very much and miss you so very very much…until we are together again sending hugs to the heavens and back again…love you both!!

  128. Hi Mom… Happy Birthday to you!!! Wish you were here, so I could give you a big hug and kiss and spoil you all day long..we could have a great lunch and a walk on the beach or whatever you wanted to do…So I hope you’re doing all those wonderful things in Heaven…Kisses to Daddy too and everyone else with you both….Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!!! Miss you so much!!

  129. Hi Mom & Dad… Where does the time go…..Wow, we’re into April already!! The year seems to be getting away from me!! Missing you both everyday and wishing I could just pick up the phone or go around the corner…but I know I can’t do either of those things, so I just have to wait until we are together again forever…Until that time comes, I see you everywhere and as you know talk with you all the time..Just miss you both so very much ….Sending you both hugs and kisses up to Heaven…until we meet again forever….Love to the Heavens and back again…

  130. Hi Mom & Dad…. Yesterday was a sad day for us…our Diva passed away and has joined you both and little Beauty too..Of course you know that already since shes with you…She just looked like she was sleeping Mom, she was so peaceful! I tried to wake her and nothing would wake her….I’m so sad Mom ….she was everything to us….love you both very much…take good care of her for us …until we all can be together again…love to the Heavens and back again xoxoxo

  131. Mom… Yesterday was 3 weeks since Diva’s been with all of you…we’re still having a terrible time dealing with her leaving us…it’s so difficult…she was with us 24/7 for almost 11 years and our life seems so empty without her..Please take good care of her until we get there…Love you Mom & Dad…miss you both so very much….now you have Princes, Beauty and our Diva…plus all the others we had earlier in life…We’re so very sad and lonely….love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever….It’s going on 9 years since you and Daddy have been gone..Missing you both too!! Love….K

  132. Mom… Here we are another month gone….next month it will be nine years since you’ve been gone and almost nine for Dad….It’s a few days away from a month since Diva joined you…We’re still out of sorts and haven’t got back to the swing of things…It’s just so lonely and quiet here and the office!! I know Diva is having fun with you and Beauty and little Princess, etc…Miss you Mom, having some Baileys on the rocks and thinking of you!!!..I don’t know if I like all these chapters in my book…I can’t wait until the book is done and we can all be together again forever…I know that’s probably a ways away (but one never knows) All I know is when that time comes, I’ll be very excited to be with all of you again..FOREVER!!!! I’ll try and carry on here, and get through yet another chapter and see how this one goes..then the next and next….until the book is complete ..hee at least…Until then take good care and I love you all to the Heavens and back again….xoxo..

  133. Hi Mom & Dad… Thank you for today!!! If it were not for the both of you I would not be here…so thank you so much!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever…love you..take care of my Diva for me too, please!!! of course little Beauty and Princess too!!

  134. Mom.. It’s been 9 years and we still miss you everyday. You will always be a key part of our lives and we love you so very very much!! Love you to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever!! I love you!!

  135. Hi Mom & Dad…. Yesterday was 3 months since Diva joined you all and I still miss her very much…hope she’s behaving herself and not jumping on you..She has Beauty and little Princess to play with and I know you’re taking good care of her..The house seems so empty without her..the office too…I guess it’s just our lives that seem empty..Tell her we’ll be with her again when it’s our time to join you and then we’ll never leave her again..We’ll all be together forever. The 1st was 13 years since Alice has been gone too..I bet you’re all having a nice time…..Miss you all so very much!! Love to the Heavens and back again….It seems that you’re getting more people there that I love and to be with you, wonder when I’ll be joining?? Still work to do here.. I guess…Love you..

  136. Hi Mom & Dad….another month gone by and the days just go by so fast every month..it’s crazy. I can’t even begin to tell you both how much I miss you and think of you every single day!! But then I guess you already know that…so why do I even say it..guess it makes me feel better and closer to you…I don’t know..it sure hasn’t been the same these last 4 months..our lives seem even more empty than normal since our Diva has joined you..give her hugs for us please..You’re all so lucky to be together,sometimes I just really wish I could be with you now, but I know I will be in God’s time..I guess my work isn’t finished here yet…Love you all to the Heavens and back again..until we are together forever..I love all of you!!

  137. Hi Mom & Dad…. Well..today is Diva’s 11th birthday and I hope you’re all celebrating and having a great time…for us, it’s 4 months since she’s been gone and she’s with you…so it’s bitter sweet…Please give her big hugs and kisses from us…we miss you all so very very much…Love you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Love….

  138. Mom & Dad… Miss you both like crazy and here we are at the start of another month…where does the time go…We’re still missing our Diva very much too and our lives seem very empty without her!! Give her hugs for us!! Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! xoxo

  139. Hi Mom & Dad… It’s Labor day and 5 months since Diva joined you in Heaven…I miss you all so much…Robin and I were looking at the beautiful sky last night and looked up at the clouds and said hi to you both and the Div and everyone else we love and lost to Heaven for now..Miss you and love you all so much..Until we are together again forever…Hugs to the Heavens and back again …Love….

  140. Hi Mom & Dad… Here we are with another month gone by and the New Year is here….Happy New Year to all of you!!This is the time you’d be giving me the card that explains the holidays and you’d be making all the wonderful food!! Talked with all the family and we all said how much we miss you both and talked about all the fun holiday times we had…It’s just not the same anymore, but things are always changing, so we need to just deal with it and get through each day the best we can..Sending lots of love and hugs and kisses your way…To the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Love you…give my Diva and Beauty hugs too! We’re sure lonely here…could use another visit!!

  141. Hi again Mom… Well today made a year since our Diva joined all of you…so a difficult day for me here. But with the help of Kali I managed to get through it…Miss you all so very much ….love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…love & hugs…

  142. Dear Mom & Dad…. It’s November already…9 years and 5 months since you’ve been gone Mom and 9 years and 4 months that you left to join Mummy. Dad….A day doesn’t go by without thoughts of you both and wishes that you were still with us…But I know you’re both doing well and in a much better place and I know that someday we’ll be together again forever…yea….We all love you and miss you both so very very much….Love and kisses with lots of hugs to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  143. Hi Mom & Dad… It’s me again…just wanted to drop a quick note, as I’m thinking of the both of you and my Diva….as it’s been 7 months since she’s been with you both and with Beauty and everyone else…miss her so…missing all of you everyday that we’re not together…love you all to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever…love and lots of hugs…

  144. Hi Mom & Dad… So. as you both know we got our new little pup last Friday.so tomorrow will be a week since Kali helped us to start a new chapter..How’s our Diva!!?? We miss you both so very much as we do Diva…but Kali will help us get through this too..She’s a real sweetie and smart like the Div…Wish you were both here, so we could bring her over like we did when Diva was a baby…Kali is 10 lbs and just 2 months old…anyway Mom..miss you both and love you both to the Heavens and back again…Take care of yourselves and everyone we love and miss..until we are together again forever…love you both so very very much…

  145. Hi Mom & Dad…. Well the 5th was 8 months since our Diva joined you and everyone else…I know we have sweet little Kali, but I keep calling her Diva and then I just want to cry…Kali is a doll, but I still miss our Diva…just like I miss you both every moment of everyday…does it ever get easier…wish you would visit me soon…love you to the Heavens and back again!!

  146. Dear Mom & Dad.. Well here we are again another year has come and gone oh so quickly…I’m praying that this year 2012 is a healthy and happy year for all we know and love…we miss you both so very very much and the time just seems to slip away and now we have another opportunity to get more done with this new year already here….Love you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..hugs and kisses to everyone especially our Diva, Beauty, Princess, etc. miss you Mom..

  147. Hi Mom & Dad…. Today makes 9 months since Diva joined all of you and I still miss her just like I miss all of you…Sure we’ve got Kali now and she’s a doll and I’m so thankful we have her in our lives to fill the void that was there, but I still miss our Diva..take care of her for us until we’re together again…love you all to the Heavens and back again…

  148. Here it is February already and one month in gone out of the New Year…the time just seems to go faster and faster…I keep missing you more and more too!! Had a short dream about you last night, didn’t want to wake up and wanted to just be with you longer..thanks for visiting me!! Visit again real soon and lets make it a longer visit please! Kali is gettin so big, but you know that…how’s my Diva doing…playing with Beauty & Princess…I miss them too…Mom…it’s almost 10 years since you’ve both been gone and I wish I could just give you & Dad a big hug, but I guess that will have to wait…Love you both to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever…Love, hugs and kisses…

  149. Hi Mom & Dad… Well it’s the 5th and 10 months since Diva joined you both…We still miss her like crazy, just as we do the both of you, but little Miss Kali is giving us lots of love too!! Shes over 4 months old now and growing really fast! Love you all to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever!!

  150. Dear Mom & Dad… Well another month has gone by and it’s almost 10 years since you’ve both been gone..Miss you both so very much….Can’t wait to be able to hug you both again…until we are together forever..love you both to the Heavens and back again..

  151. Dear Mom & Dad… Where does the time go…It’s almost 10 years since you both have been gone and we miss you so very very much! Love you both to the Heavens and back again..until we are together forever

  152. Mom….I just can’t believe it’s been 10 years since you went to Heaven! We all miss you so much, I don’t think any of us have a day go by where we’re not thinking of you and missing you so very much!! I love you and will wait for when we are together again forever…To the Heavens and back again until that time!! Love you both so much …Sending hugs, kisses and love to you….miss you so….

  153. Hi Mom…. Can you believe it’s the 10th and I haven’t written…..so unlike me..Everytime I went to go to write something ..sonething else happened…sorry…It’s been 10 years and 2 months and I miss you so much….You know eveything that’s been going on with everyone, so no need to go into it all…just that we’ve all been busy with one thing or another…love you and Dad to the Heavens and back again…miss you soooooo very much!! Hugs and kisses and more! Until we are together forever…..

  154. Hi Mom & Dad… Here we are with another month gone by and I’m just missing you both like crazy…..We all think about you everyday and talk about you all the time… We love you both so very much and just have lots of happy memories and they bring smiles to our faces…Can’t wait to be with you both again when our time comes to join you, until then we love you both lots and lots..Hugs and kisses to you always…To the heavens and back again, until we are together forever..love ….

  155. My heart just felt so sad and it hurt when I saw all the posts were not here anymore Mom, it’s one of my ways of keeping connected and it makes me feel good…I just thought I would cry & I felt empty..But I was told they are just updating and it will all be back soon…Just letting you know I miss and love you both so very much and think of you daily …as we all do in the family!! Hugs and Love to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…. Your Karen Darlin’

  156. My heart just felt so sad and it hurt when I saw all the posts were not here anymore Mom, it’s one of my ways of keeping connected and it makes me feel good…I just thought I would cry & I felt empty..But I was told they are just updating and it will all be back soon…Just letting you know I miss and love you both so very much and think of you daily …as we all do in the family!! Hugs and Love to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…. Your Karen Darlin’

  157. From Karen Darlin’
    Hi Mom & Dad….

    It took a while this month to get on the sight, but I’m here now…Miss you both so very much and am so sad that we didn’t get the change I was praying for in the election last night!!! A sad day for America for sure…We just all have to pray that it doesn’t get worse….Very scary for the senior population and so many more….I know that Heaven is a better place and I will end up their with you both forever, just have to finish my work here before that happens…Love you both to the Heavens and back again….until we are together forever…Miss you both and think of you daily…Love and giant hugs….Sad sad day…

  158. Hi Mom & Daddy-O..
    Well it’s December and I wish it were January…The holidays seem to be more of a chore than enjoyment now..Just miss you both so much…It’s so not the same anymore…Don’t know how much decorating I’ll be doing as I think little Ms Kali will destroy whatever I try to do….She’s still just a pup and so cute..you’d both love her…she’s much smaller than Diva and just as cute and beautiful!! Anyway, I’m sure you know everyone is well and allthe new things going on, so no need to wirte you about them…I feel your presence all the time, just wish I could gie you both a hug!! You know that actually body connnect…Missing you always and looking forward to when we can be together forever…I know I know…I still have work to do here…I’m doing it, I am…trying to help as many people as I can….Love you both to the Heavens and back again…Your Karen Darlin’

  159. Hi Mom & Dad,
    The New Year is here and we’re still missing you everyday, life just isn’t the same with you both….I know we’ll be together again one of these days, but it’s still difficult until that time comes…Praying that this year, 2013, brings all good health and happiness to everyone in our family and all of our friends…Loving you both to the Heavens and back again,until we are together again….Sending giant hugs and kisses to you both…

  160. Hi Mom & Dad…Well here we are and a month has already gone by in 2013…wow did that go fast…Missing you both every minute of everday and wishing I could give you both some giant hugs… We all love you both so very much …..Until we are together again to the Heavens and back again,…much love!!

  161. Hi Mom & Dad…..

    Well, it’s getting close to 11 years since you’ve both been gone and I gotta say, I miss you both so very very much…Life has just changed so that it’s always got a major portion of it that feels empty and void without you both here to talk to and hug…I so miss seeing you and chatting and just being….Your unbirthday was here a few weeks ago…and I so enjoyed always sending you that card and wishing you an unbirthday, as we celebrated it for so many many years, just to find out it wasn’t your birthday…pretty funny…but I always loved celebrating it anyway!! Missing you both ever so much and until we’re together again..Sending love and hugs to the Heavens and back again…xoxoxo….

  162. Hi Mom & Dad…It’s me again…time is just flying by this year, it’s already April and time to plan our annual get together to honor you both!! I can’t believe it’s almost 11 years since you both left to a far better place! Had a great dream the other day about you Daddy-O..you were so young looking, but I was my current age…why was that I wonder? Anyway, it was nice to have the dream and it felt so very real!!! Missing you both so very much and loving you so..wish I could just give you both a big hug!! Can you feel it, I can feel you hugging back!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever!!

  163. Wow Mom, next month will be 11 years since you’ve been gone…I have to say that not a day goes by that I’m not thinking about you at some point!! I just miss you so very much…Daddy-O too of course!! I know Heaven must be lovely, but I still wish you where here!!! It must also be very large, as more and more people we love are joining you both… Love you to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever!! Hugs and love to you both!!

  164. Hi Mom, It’s been 11 years since you went to Heaven and I
    miss you every single day!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together again forever!! Can’t believe it’s been that long…:(

  165. Hi Mom…Miss you… Miss you…. Miss you!!! It’s 11 years and 2 months, since you left and I think of you and Dad daily and so very often, I can’t believe it!! We as you know had our annual get together a few weekends ago and also the entire family attended.. Your grandchildren are all so very grown up and seem to be catching up with us….not really but it sure seems like it!!! Now the great grand kids are so cute and watching them interact is really fun….. Loving you and missing you every day…until we are together again forever…hugs and kisses to you and Dad to the Heavens and back again…Love you…. and missing you 🙁

  166. Mom & Dad…
    It’s time for the New Year and I can’t help but think about all the wonderful food you always made us Mom…Missing you so very much all the time…Do you get to celebrate all the holidays in Heaven too…or is it just a holiday everyday!!! Looking to find some of the foods you made, I know it won’t be the same, but at least it will remind me of those wonderful days gone by…Yes, I have a smile just thinking about it!!..Missing you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Love and hugs….

  167. Dear Mom & Dad…
    11 years and 4 months now since you’ve passed over Mom and 11 yrs and 3 months for you Daddy-o…Sure do miss you both…Saw one of your neighbors when Kali and I were walking the other day…That makes it so much harder when that happens…wishing I could just walk down the street and around the corner and give you both a giant hug….but I can’t, so just know that I’m sending those giant hugs and love your way every minutes of everyday!! Thank you both for being my parents, love you so and until we are together forever..love and kisses to the Heavens and back again..

  168. Hi Mom & Dad….the year is almost gone and I just can’t believe how fast the time is going…it seems to go faster and faster each year!! Missing you both so much, wishing I could just give you both hugs …..The entire family talks about you both constantly and with the fondest of memories…Loving you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever….

  169. Hi Mom and Daddy-O…Looking back I guess I missed last month?? Can’t believe I did that…Here we are in 2014 and 2013 went by so fast it’s unbelievable….Hope this year goes a little slower for all of us….Miss you both so very much and can’t believe it’s going to be 12 years soon…Wishing I could just give you both hugs and chat with you…it’s crazy how much we all miss you both!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! Praying for a Healthy and Happy New Year for all the family and friends! loving you both!

  170. Hi Mom & Dad.. Here we are another month gone by and we’re into February….Weather has been crazy everywhere…wonder what it’s like in Heaven…Beautiful days everyday … I’m sure!! All is well here, just missing you both everyday! Cant’ believe it’s going on 12 years since you’ve both been gone…looking at your picture right now Mom and can’t express how much you & Dad
    are missed by all of us!! Loving you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever!! xoxo

  171. Hi Mom & Dad…
    Another month gone by and it’s getting close to 12 years since you’ve both been gone…Missing you both everyday and wishing I could see you and give you both a hug and hear your voices…Sending you love & hugs until we are together forever….Love Karen Darlin’

  172. Mom….Happy Birthday yesterday to you..next year makes 100..wish you were here so we could have a big party! Can’t believe how fast this year is going already!! Love you to the Heavens and back again!! Until we are together forever!!

  173. Hi Mom & Dad…well 11 years and 10 months since you’ve been gone Mom and 11 years and 9 months since Dad joined you…where does the time go…it seems to go faster & faster every minute….I miss you both so much…Just talking with a friend about your great cooking and wish I had some of those recipes… Love you both and see you when we are together forever, until then love & hugs to the Heavens and back again!!

  174. Hi Mom & Dad….Here we are in May and it’s coming up on 12 years soon since you’ve both been gone….We miss you both so very much…..love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together again forever….love…

  175. Dear Mom…. Hard to believe it’s been 12 years since you’ve been gone…a day has not passed without you ever present in my mind and thoughts…I miss you so very much…Bringing the roses to you today, as I do every week, made me just miss you more!! Wishing I could just go around the corner and bring you those roses in person…I know how much you would love that!!! Well, I guess I just have to wait under we are together forever and then we can share the beautiful roses all the time…Loving you and Dad to the heavens and back again….

  176. Mom…Love you and missing you on this 4th of July…Can you believe it would have been your 77th anniversary on the 2nd…WOW….Missing you and loving you to the Heavens and back again…until we are together again forever…

  177. Mom…It just seems that the months and years go by faster and faster …It’s 12 years and 2 months since you left and went to Heaven and 12 years and 1 month that Daddy-O joined you.That must have been a long month for you without him..
    …The only good thing is I’m getting closer and closer to joining you and dad, as I get older..I figure another 20 years or so and I’ll be with you forever and ever..It is very strange to think about that as we age and not have it be ever present in our minds..I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately..don’t know if that’ good or bad…Anyway…love you both so very much and miss you more than words can express…Hugs and kisses to you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!!!

  178. Mom…I guess last months didn’t post for some reason..anyway time is going by so very fast and I’m missing you more than ever!! Well over 12 years since you and Daddy have been gone and we all hate it and miss you both! We get together every year in honor of both of you and try and stay connected. Everyone has such busy lives that it’s difficult, but we keep trying out of respect for the both of you.. Loving you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Sending love and hugs …

  179. Mom…I guess last months didn’t post for some reason..anyway time is going by so very fast and I’m missing you more than ever!! Well over 12 years since you and Daddy have been gone and we all hate it and miss you both! We get together every year in honor of both of you and try and stay connected. Everyone has such busy lives that it’s difficult, but we keep trying out of respect for the both of you.. Loving you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Sending love and hugs …

  180. Hi Mom…Here we are again…Gads it’s November..Where did the year go..Anyway, missing you and Dad more than ever as the holiday season gets closer..Wishing I could just walk around the corner and see you both like the good ole’ days. Love you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!!

  181. Hi Mom & Dad… It’s the last month of this year and boy did it go by fast!! Missing you both every day more and more it seems..I thought it would get easier but not really!! Especially during the holidays, I just wish I could be going out and getting some nice surprises for you both to enjoy! It doesn’t seem to be as much fun as it used to be having the season to share with you both.. Well, I love you both to the Hevens and back again until we are together forever…Love and hugs ….Your Karen Darlin’

  182. Hi Mom & Dad, Late in getting this out to you both and wishing you both a happy new year in heaven!! Bet it’s like New Year’s everyday their!! Missing you both so very much and wishing I could just walk around the block and give you both hugs…Don’t need to bore you with all that’s going on, as I know you know all of that anyway…Sending you lots of love and hugs until we are together again forever!!

  183. Dear Mom & Dad.. Busy time… sorry this is late… Melissa got married this past weekend…so things had been very busy..We’re praying she has many years of happiness…Wish you were both here to see how beautiful she looked and Wayfarers Chapel is amazing!! Missing you everyday and loving you both so… Until we are together forever…sending hugs and love.

  184. Dear Mom & Dad…Seems like the days, months and years are just flying by.. It’s coming up on 13 years since you’ve both been gone and I miss you both so very much! As you know lots of good things happening and sad things too.. just wish you were around the corner to share in the good and to console though that need it for the sad..But we all know that you are always with us and can feel your hugs and love!! Missing you so…Until we are together again forever..love to the Heavens and back again. Karen darlin’

  185. Dear Mom & Dad… Can’t believe that last month was so busy, i never wrote to you both…Here it is May and I’m so far behind in everything I should be doing.. I miss you both so very much and love you…Until we are together again forever..loving you both to the Heavens and back again…

  186. Hi Mom..I can’t believe that yesterday was 13 years since you went to Heaven>>I miss you so very much, life just isn’t the same without you and Dad…I don’t need to tell you what’s going on, as I know you know!!! Prayers would be nice though, a visit would be even better!! Love you both to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Love you lots and lots…missing you everyday!! Karen Darlin

  187. Hi Mom & Dad,
    Can’t sleep,mind working overtime..Well, another month gone by and it’s been crazy as you both know..Hope it starts to improve soon… The seconds go into minutes and the minutes hours and the hours to days then go into months and the months years and now it’s over 13 years + that you both are gone and I’m missing you everyday. ..Loving you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  188. Mom, I know you know what I’ve been going through this past week and how sick Robin has been for months…it’s been terrible! I hope you, Dad, Robins Mom and all his golf buddies were there to welcome him to his new home last night…I can’t believe that he’s not with me anymore .. please take good care of him until I join you and we all get to be together forever… I love you all so very much…. my heart is breaking right now 🙁

  189. Mom,
    I’m having such a difficult time getting through each day.it‘s so hard and I miss him so so much…Give Robin Hugs for me and tell him how very much I love him…I don’t know how I’m going to do this….Love you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever!! I just want to hear his voice, get a hug, a smile , a kiss, see those beautiful blue eyes, anything….From you and Daddy too of course!!

  190. Dear Mom, Dad and My Love Robin…I can’t seem to get through a day without crying, I miss you all so very much and Honey, I can’t stand the silence and not hearing your voice, seeing your smile and you telling me how much you love me…It’s been less than a month and it’s so unbearable… I know I should be happy you’re not in any pain anymore and I am happy for that, but I miss you so much and my life seems so empty without you, Please, I just want to know you’re here…I love you honey!! Forever and ever until we are together again and I can tell you how much I love you again….

  191. Mom, Dad and to My Love Robin….It’s been four weeks since Robin joined all of you and I miss him so so much..My heart has such emptiness I can’t explain and I just wish I come talk to him and hear him, have him hug me.anything…I just miss him soooooooooo. love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I can’t wait!! Why did you have to leave me….Why????

  192. Hi Mom, Dad and Robin…Can you believe now you have Arlenee with you too!! I don’t understand what’s going on..It’s only been a month and a day, since you left honey and now Arlene is with all of you! I don’t know how much more I can take…Love you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever… Love you all so very much and miss you so much…

  193. Dear Mom & Dad…Here I am again and it’s another Sunday and I can’t seem to get through each day very well at all…it get’s more difficult with each passing minute. I miss you both so very much, but it’s unbearable to be without Robin.. I cry myself to sleep every night, if I sleep at all, my life is just so empty without him, I’m so miserable
    🙁 Wishing I could be with all of you sooner, but I know it’s not my time , I hope I can do this, it’s just so hard to get by each minute… Loving you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever and I wish I didn’t have to wait..Love you so much honey!! Forever….and ever

  194. Hi Mom, Dad and Robin…It’s December and I wish this month would go by fast..The idea of spending a Christmas without you honey is just unbearable, but thank you so much for the cute dreama this morning! I love you so very much and I’m so glad you’re healthy and happy!!Please visit me more, it just makes the day a little easier when I know you’re well and happy in heaven, plus hearing your voice and seeing you! What a blessing, thank you God… Mom and Dad it’s been 13 years and 6 months (almost 6 for you Dad) that you’ve been gone to the better side…I’m glad you were both their to greet Robin, along with his parents and friends…I love you all so very much and until we are together again forever, I’ll just have to wait for more visits from you all and rely on all my amazing memories you have left me with…Love you all to the Heavens and back again…Missing you all every moment of every day…My heart hurt so much! 🙁 Love you honey…

  195. Hi Mom & Dad, Missing you both like crazy..it’s Christmas Eve and I wanted to write this to Robin…Honey, this is the First Christmas Eve in over 19 years that I’ve been without you and it’s unbearable…It’s been a bigger struggle more than most. yes everyday is a struggle, I just feel so empty without you here…I love you and thank you so very much for the 19+ years you shared with me, but now I don’t know quite what to do..I cry myself to sleep every night honey…. Can’t write anymore now, I’m going to try and sleep and maybe I’ll get lucky and you’ll grace me with a visit in a dream or how ever you want to communicate with me. I love you more than life itself babe!!! Always and forever until we are together again forever!! To the Heavens and back again…love you all

  196. Morning Mom, Dad ,Arlene and My Love and everyone else……The babies just called to say Merry Christmas and tell me or us what they got from Santa…It feels so strange not sharing that with you honey…I miss you so very much, hope you’re all having a wonderful time in Heaven…I know it’s probably wonderful every minute their…I have to just try and get through another day, it hurts so much, it’ hard to just breath sometime I just went downstairs and turned the TV on and guess who was on…your favorite John Wayne…guess that’s your way of says good morning to me!! Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Love you honey, I could really use one of your smiles and hugs right now…Love you forever!!!

  197. Hi everyone….Well, it’s a New Year and I can’t believe I’m alone and without you honey. It’s so hard to get through a day, sometimes, I have a hard time just breathing, I miss you so very much..It’s over 13 1/2 years since Mom and Dad have been gone but going on 4 months since My love of my life has been gone and it seems to get more difficult to get through a day without you..I wish I could just sleep forever, I just feel so empty honey…I know you want me to try and do this without you and I am trying I really am, I just can’t bear it sometimes, well most times..every minute is a struggle…I will continue to try and get through each day, I love you so very much and just wish and pray I could have you back, I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Until then, give love and hugs to my parents and all the other that are with you..Love you babe!

  198. 4 months ago tonight, My love went to Heaven and my life will never be the same…Honey I know you’re in a better place, pain free and I’m happy for that..I just miss you so much and it hurts every minute of every day.. Sometimes it’s just hard to even breath, I want to be with you so very much. I love you honey, please come and visit, maybe tonight!!?? Love you forever and ever, waiting until we will be together again forever!! Hi to everyone else too and lots of love being sent up their to all of you!!

  199. Hi Honey, Mom and Dad…. Well here I am and it’s 5 months since you passed on to be with everyone else that we love and passed on..It hasen’t gotten any easier, it seems to be more difficult as each day passes..I’m really trying honey I am, you can see I am…I just miss you so much and it hurts so bad.. I try to act strong and brave in front of everyone, but then when i’m my myself, that’s when my true feelings come out..I love you so very much and cant’ wait to be with you again, give everyone hugs and kisses for me…I’m trying to do all the right things that would make you proud but it hurts so much.. I love you to the Heaven and back again sweetheart, until we are together forever, you have my heart always…I hate being left behind and having to face even a minute without you by my side..miss those smiles, your touch, humor, love and support and how you kept me going in the right direction you, I could sure use one of those wonderful hugs right now too!! .. Love you lots and lots..
    .me

  200. Hi Mom, Dad, Honey…It’s been a difficult day again, and I miss you all so much…It really hurts and the days ( minutes) don’t seem to get any easier…I just miss you so honey, you’ll always be my valentine and my love..until we are together again forever and I so hope its not too long that I have to wait…All my love to you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever….love you…..

  201. Hi Mom, Dad, and My love…..
    Well Mom today would be your 101st unbirthday…Just think we celebrated this day for so many years before we found out that March 24th was your real day…crazy…Well, you know I always wish you a happy birthday on this day anyway, so I know you’re having an amazing day in Heaven with everyone, I know Robin is cooking you an amazing meal, so enjoy and give him giant hugs for me…I love you all so very much, until we are together again forever to the Heavens and back again… Honey I’m having such a difficult time without you, please send me a sign of strength and love, I miss you so much it hurts…me

  202. Hi Mom, Dad and my love…
    Missing you all so very much, gosh Mom it’s been 13 yrs and 9 months since you went to the other side, still can'[t drive down the block by your place, don’t know that I’ll ever be able to..it just is too difficult…Seems as each day and minute gets harder to get through since Robin joined you and Daddy and everyone else..I feel so alone and I miss him so much it hurts!!It’s a struggle every minute..I don’t know what to do to make it easier, I guess it never will…Miss you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Give each other hugs for me…I love you all so very much…K

  203. Honey, It took me two days to be able to write you, I’m so lost without you…Sunday was 6 months since you left and went to Heaven and it hurts every moment of everyday….It’s just horrid to be left here….I can’t even think about all the days that I have left here without you.. The first thing I do everyday is look at your picture and it’s the last thing I do at night…I love you so very much and my heart hurts so much … I’m so thankful for the years we had but I so wanted more, is that selfish of me…I don’t mean to be that way, it’s just so difficult to breathe, the pain is so intense…I can’t wait to be with you forever and ever…Whenever that time is, I’m ready…I love you honey…I’m so very glad that you are better and not in pain, that does make me very happy, but it doesn’t take away the hurt I have and the ache I have in my heart…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Give Mummy and Daddy hugs for me too and everyone else I love you…K

  204. Hi Mummy, I miss you and love you so much..but do you mind if I talk to Robin…Everyday is so difficult honey, I don’t know if I can do this without you..I made everyone last night, couldn’t bring myself to do it on the 17th without you…It all came out very good, as I know you know, but it’s just not the same without being able to share with you…Every moment of everyday I miss you so very much and feel so empty. My heart is so empty and aches for you back with me..I wish I could be with you now, I’m ready whenever the time comes, I know I still have lot to do, but its’s just so horribly difficult without you by my side…I love you so very very much, please give me some kind of a sign of strength and encouragement that you’re here with me// Until we are together forever..my love is yours to the Heavens and back again..Ypur Woman..

  205. Hi Mom, Happy Happy Birthday…well now that you have Robin in Heaven with you, I ‘m guessing he’s cooking you an amazing birthday meal today…wish I were there to enjoy it with all of you! He’s probably cooking a lot of great meals for everyone…Hope your day is good and you’re celebrating with everyone you love there..We’re thinking of you here as we always do and miss you so much along with everyone else in Heaven with you…Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.. I love you Mom..Happy Birthday. it’s your first birthday there with Robin and Arlenee, I’m happy for you, but sad for me and everyone else left here
    ..Hugs to Daddy, Arlene and please take care of Robin for me…I miss him so very much, it’s hard to get through a day and just breathe without him here, it just hurts all the time… Each days seems worse than the last…love all of you..

  206. Hi Mom, Dad and my love… Yes, here i am again and it’s been 7 months today that you joined everyone in Heaven…it’s been the longest 7 months ever, I miss you every moment of everyday..It’s so hard to breathe without you. I heard the story of Don Flute’s parents and i have to say I wish that were me, then I wouldn’t be left here without you.. I love you so very much dear and I’m glad you’re not in pain any longer, but I’m so lonely without you, it’s so difficult, I can’t ever begin to tell you, it just hurts so so much. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.I love you babe….Your Woman…

  207. Dear Mom, Dad, Arlenee and my love… It’s coming up on 14 years since you went to Heaven Mom and Dad and I’m missing you both everyday…Still can’t go down the street when you lived!! I miss all four of you so very much my heart aches all the time…Going to bring you flowers on Saturday Mom for Mothers day, you too Arlenee! Hope you’re all having a good time in Heaven, becsuse we’re stuck here missing you all like crazy. Honey, a minute doesn’t go by that I don’t miss you and feel so alone, I just want to scream!!! Coming up on 8 months and it’s been horrid without you…Gonna go I can’t write anymore right now.. I love you all very much..Daddy=O take care of everyone for me until we are all together again …Love you all to the Heavens and back again..Miss you Babe 🙁

  208. Honey, Here I am again and it’s been a horrid day..8 months since you’ve passed on and every day is worse than the last. I was so very frustrated today and went into your office just wanting to talk to you, see your smile and get a hug, but nothing..I couldn’t take anymore and I had to just leave the office..crying all the way home..I miss you so very much !! It’s so hard to be here without you by my side… I’m so incomplete and empty…I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever Love to everyone with you honey …I want you back ….. 🙁

  209. Hi Mom & Dad… this is for Robin…But I love you both lots and lots and miss you ….Honey, this is the first birthday of mine without you, I have nothing to celebrate, I can hardly wait for the day to be over, I feel so empty and alone without you, I hate this so much… It’s so hard to get though a day without sharing it with you… I miss you honey…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you babe…Always & forever yours

  210. Hi Mummy,
    Well it’s 14 years today since we had to say goodbye, it seems like it was yesterday! Just got back from bringing you roses and Arlenee too.. It seems Heaven has so many people that I love and that are so important to me…does it ever get crowded there? Save a place for me, okay…My heart just aches every single day, it’s so difficult to get through a day now …Without you, Dad, Arlene, all my friends and Robin, sometimes it’s just hard to breath….I love you all so very much and I’m trying I really am, but it just hurts so much!!Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! My heart is with you all…not much of it left to stay here! I hope Robin is spoiling you with all his amazing cooking!!!

  211. Hi Mom, this is for Robin…But I so love you and Daddy and miss you both so much!! Hi honey, I can’t belive it’s been 9 long months since you went to Heaven, I miss you every minute and I know I should try and do better, but It’s so hard without you. I really do try very hard to get through each day, it seems to get more difficult each day though…It hurts so much, I have such an emptiness without you here to share with me, we were such a part of each other….I have no one to pick on me, complete my sentences and give me a reason for living and going on… I don’t have a sense of purpose anymore and I hate going through even a minute without you. Nothing seems to matter I just seem to go through the motions, because I know that’s what I should do…It’s so hard without you…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together foreve…love you honey…

  212. Mom & Dad well today we’re celebrating you’re 78th wedding anniversary!! Hope Robin is making you both someting yummy to celebrate properly..Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are togehter forever….Had a terrible night last nite and didn’t get any sleep… Miss ing you all especially my man…Love you so honey…

  213. Hi Mom…This is for Robin…. Sweetie, I can’t believe it’s been10 months since you went to Heaven ..it’s been the worst 10 months ever…Life is horrid without you here, I know you don’t want me to be sad, but I can’t help it, I miss you so very much… It’s hard to get through a minute let alone a day without you…I know you’e not in pain anyamoe and you get to be back with our Diva dog, but Kali and I miss you so much..the house is so quiet and empty feeling all the time and is the office…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we can be together forever… I love you babe!!!

  214. Hi Mom this is for Robin…Hi Sweetheart, hope your first birthday in Heaven is amazing!! It’s been a bad day for me missing you so much and being sick…But I love you so very much and can’t wait until we are together again forever…Love me

  215. Hi Mom..love you..this is for Robin….Hi Honey and Happy Anniversary..20 years and we should be celebrating together, but you’re in Heaven and I’m here….I love you so much dear and I’m so very thankful we had almost 20 years together, but it’s so difficult now to be without you, I love and miss you so very much…Thank you thank you for all those wonderful years, I just wish we had more time to share together…Loving you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..I love you with all my heart…yours always sending you love and hugs….Me

  216. Hi Mom…. so can you believe today makes 14 yr and 2 months since you went to Heaven and I miss you everyday… Dad and Robin so much too and everyone else! It seems it should be pretty crowded up their with so many people I love and it’s getting so lonely here, especially at home, office everyday with Robin is horrid for me…Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..miss you all so much it hurts….

  217. Hi Mom, Love you..this is for Robin….Hi Sweetheart, I miss you so very much and I can’t believe you’ve been in Heaven for 11 months. I’m so happy that you’re not in pain anymore and I love you so very much but i miss you like crazy and it’s so difficult to get through a day without you by my side. I can’t wait until we are together forever , but I know I have to…Love you to the Heavens and back again and thank you for all the years we were able to share .. I love you babe Until we are together forever…

  218. Hi Everyone… Another month and I miss all of you so very much! This is a difficult month for me, but I know I’ll get through it, it’s just hard….Love you all to the Heavens and back again..will write more in a few days….Love you honey so much….Until we are together again forever.. Me

  219. Hi Mom..Love you and miss you and Dad lots, but this note is for Robin okay… Honey… Her I am sitting in our house with Kali and I can’t believe it’s been a year since you went to Heaven! It’s been the most horrid year of my life and I don’t see it getting any better, everyday is a struggle and I miss you so much, life is so empty without you here to share it with me. Every minute of every day I breathe is painful not to have you with us…I know you’re in a better place and I’m so happy you have no pain, but I miss you so very much it just hurts all the time…i love you babe and I cant wait until we are together forever, until then I hope you and Diva are having a good time and you’re enjoying your golf… Love you to the Heavens and back again, thank you for being in my life…love you so much…me

  220. Mom, It’s been over 14 yrs since you and Dad have gone to Heaven and now Robin and Arlenee are with you too… Life is so very difficult without allof you and it feels so empty. It’ a chore everyday to just get up without Robn here to share his life with me…You and Daddy were so lucky to go so close together, It ws hard for all of us, but a blessing for the two of you, it’ hard to stay here on Earth without the one you love. I love you all to the Heavens and back again until we ae together forever..I’m just so sad all the time now…. Love and hugs..Mom, give Robin a giant hug for me and tell him how much i love him and how much I miss him…Gotta go, I can’t write anymore tonight…

  221. Honey… Yes, another month has gone by without you here with me…It totally sucks and now Kathy has joined you and Vic and i’m jealous I don’t get to be with you…It seems each day gets more difficult, I just hate my life without you being here as part of it, I feel so incomplete…A major part of me is empty, I’m not whole any longer…I love you so much honey…to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…you are my love… come visit me, I haven’t had any dreams with you lately and I miss you so…. Love to my Mom and Dad and everyone else too sweetie!! i know you’re all having a great time, but it’s without me 🙁

  222. Hi Everyone… Another month gone by and I miss you all so very much….Almost 14 and a half years since you’ve been gone Mom and you too Dad…It’s been horrid especially since you’ve been gone honey… I hate my life now, it seems so empty and I miss you so much… Can’t write anymore right now, I have to try and get some sleep, but it’s so hard to do….Love you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever… Love….

  223. Hi Mom, Dad and everyone…Message for my Love Robin… Honey, here I am again and another month gone by without you here with me…It’s so hard, every month, day, hour, minute and second is just forrid without having you here to share everything. Life is just so incomplete and empty, I love you so very much and miss you more than you can every think. Everything is an effort and I just want to be with you….I just want to see your face and feel your touch and have you pick on me in that loving way…God how I miss all of that…Our” I love you’s” whenever we leave each other, even if it’s only for a moment..The way you start everyday fresh and I could go on and on, I just miss our life together so very much…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you honey…

  224. Hi everyone..Happy Thanksgiving…I miss you all so very much…This is for Robin… Honey, another Thanksgiving without you, it’s so hard..It’s hard to just breathe..Everyday is such a struggle for me, life is so empty without you to share it with me.You’d be proud of me today I cooked and had family over it was really hard….I love you and miss you so very much…to the heavens and back again until we will be together forever…I love you…It’s 9pm now and I just want to go to bed and dream I’m with YOU!!! Love you so much honey…i miss you…

  225. Hi Mom.. love you can I write something to Robin.. Hi Honey… It’s been a year and 3 months since you joined everyone in Heaven and it’s been so hard without you here with Kali and I…I’m having a really difficult time especially during these holidays…I know I should be decorating and celebrating, but I just can’t do it without you as part of it!I can’t sleep at nite and i just miss you every single moment. I try to be as supportive as I can to Melis and I know you’re proud of me for that, I’m really trying honey. I love you so much and I just wish i could have a big hug from you and hear you tell me how you love me..It’s so lonely honey, but I’ so glad you’re not in pain anymore, I am very thankful for that I am…but I just wish you were well and here with me…I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you babe

  226. Hi everyone… Thank God this day is almost over… yesterday was worse, trying to get through my 2nd Christmas eve without you here honey…life just sucks and it will never be the same again….the house is empty, just Kali and I, no Christmas in sight..still can’t bear to put any decorations up without you here to enjoy them. I can’t explain how incomplete I feel, I just miss you so much..Love you honey..to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! What’s going to become of me without you by my side, they say it gets easier, but that’s so not true for me…every minute is hard and it hurts to breathe. every nite when I try to sleep i pray you’ll come to visit, it’s been a while and I so wish You would..please I miss you honey…love you forever…

  227. Hi again everyone… It’s almost New Years 2017.. Another one without all of you here…Miss you all so very much…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Love you honey…Hard to do this without you, I’m trying though…I really am…

  228. Hi Everyone. Miss you all…this is for Robin… Honey, here I am writng you again, tonight is a year and 4 months since you passed over and I know it’;s amazing their… wish i were with you all…It’s so hard here to get through a day without you by my side, it hurts so much…My heart aches for you and my life is so very empty, I love you honey… Hope you made a nice birthday dinner for everyone yesterday to celebrate Arlenee’s B-Day…I know you did and I’m sure it ws amazing…Every breath I take I think of you and thank you so for all the year we had together, but why couldn’t there be more, we were supposed to grow old together!! I love to the Heavens and back again and again and again, until we are together forever…I love you so…Kali misses you too, I know I always forget to say that, but she knows that you’re back with Diva and happy about that…give Diva kisses for us!! Love you honey…

  229. Hi everyone… It’s another month gone by and I miss you all so very much. With a month gone already in the New Year, I’m still finding it very difficult every minute of everyday.. Don’t know what to do to change it, I just miss my Man so much, it’s so very painful. Will write again in a few days, can’t seem to do it tonight… Missing you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…I love you all…

  230. Hi all, this is for Robin… Hi honey, well another month gone by and I hate every second without you here with me..I can’t seem to focus or get anything done, I start and then I just can’t do it..I miss you so much babe, it’s so hard to get through a day without you by my side….It’s lonely and I just can’t get a handle on what to do now…I just need you back and I know that can’t happen, it just isn;t fair…I love you to the Heavens and back again…until we are together forever, I love you!! me

  231. Hi everyone…Well yes, it’s another month gone by and I’m missing you all so very much! I can’t seem to get much done and I don’t know when this is going to change..The days just seem to go by and somehow I manage to get through them, but not very productive. Send something down here so I can get moving again.. Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Will try and get some sleep, that doesn’t seem to be working very well either. Guess I’m just a mess… Missing all of you..Sending my love to where my heart is…Love you babe!

  232. Hi Mom, love you so much…this is for Robin okay… Honey, It’s been a year and a half and I don’t seem to be doing very well without you… I miss you so much, my life is horrid with you not by my side to share with….Everyday is such an effort to get through, I can’t stand it! I look for you every morning when I wake up and you’re not here, when I go to bed, you’re still not here,during the day, the evenings, just every part of my life, it’s just so terrible to be stuck here without you…I love you so very much and can’t wait to be with you again…I love you to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…you are my love!!

  233. Hi Mom, Oops, time got away from me and it’s after midnite…happy birthday wishes to you a little bit late…hope you had an amazing day and Robin made you a wonderful dinner…love you and miss you so much! Brought you roses at Green HIlls, I’m sure you see them and know how much you’re loved and missed by all of us left here…Can’t wait to be with all of you forever and ever! Love you to the heavens and back again until we are together forever…Love you more than you can know too honey…Give Mom hugs from me…Miss you so much!

  234. Hi Mom, Dad, Arlenee and of course My Love… Another month gone by and I miss you all so very much…No honey, it doesn’t seem to get any easier, each moment without you is horrid! I can’t even write right now, Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever …Love you honey…I’ll try and write in a few days…

  235. Hi Mom…This is for Robin…Sweetheart I miss you so much, it’s been 1 year and 7 months and each moment of each day is so difficult to get through without you..Sometime it’s even hard just to breath…I love you honey and miss you every second…..Love you to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…Thank you for everything..I was so lucky and blessed to have you share your life with me for 20 years. Missing you….Tell Diva I miss her too!!

  236. Hi Mom & Dad, Can’t believe it will be 15 years soon since you both passed on…Missing and loving you both everyday! Mothers Day is coming up again and it’s so difficult…Love you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!

  237. Hi Honey, It’s another month gone by and it is so hard to get through each day without you.. Lots going on lately and I know you’ve been here to help me through it all, so thank you! Just wish I could see you, feel your touch and see those beautiful blue eyes….I miss you so honey…Seeing the munchkins tomorrow, always bitter sweet. one year and 8 months since you went to Heaven and left me behind, I hate everyday without you and always pray that we can be together again… I know I have to wait but I love you so very much and thank you so much for sharing almost 20 years with me…I’m so very lucky for that I truly thank you!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..I love you dear!!

  238. Mom, The day is almost over and i had to spend yet another Mother’s Day without you, it never gets any easier…I know Robin made you and his Mom a great meal and you all had a wonderful day.. it was lonely here though.. I miss you all so very much…It’s so hard to be left behind, sometimes I just have a hard time breathing… Love you all to the Heavens and back again and again, until we are together forever..Love….Give Robin a kiss for me and tell him how much I love and miss him..

  239. Hi Mom ..love you and Daddy-o and miss you both so..wanted to write a little to Robin… Honey the kids were all over today and it was so nice, but it’s so bitter sweet, because I know how much you would love to be with them and how much they love being with you!!..It’s so hard without you! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Love you so very much and miss you so very much too!!

  240. Mom, It’s hard to believe it’s been 15 years since you went to Heaven!! Miss you so very much and you have so many others with you that I miss and love especially Dad and Robin.. The days are so hard to get by without all of you, my life seems so empty… I hate it !! I do, I really do, I miss Robin so much Mom…I know, but you get to be with Dad and I’m stuck here without my love it just isn’t fair. I can’t write anymore right now, but I love you all to the Heavens and back again and again until we are together forever…Take care of yourself and everyone like you always do, especially Robin until I get their!! Love and hugs !!

  241. Hi Mom..love you and miss you all so much…This is for Robin…Hi Honey, Today makes a year and 9 months since you joined everyone in Heaven and I miss you like crazy.. ..I know you’re having a wonderful time, playing golf and cooking and all the other things you love, but I miss you so much and it’s so lonely without you here…I try really hard everyday, but it’s just not the same without you to share with…I don;t think a moment passes that I’m not thinking of you and missing you so, will you show me a sign that you know what I’m saying and I could really use a hug right about now..I miss your touch so much, your smile , your eyes, your smell, everything about you, just your presence …I love you honey to the Heavens and back again and again..until we are together forever…I love you!!

  242. Hi Mummy, Missing you and everyone else constantly…This is for Robin, hope he’s spoiling you with lots of yummy food!! Hi Honey, well here we are again and it’s been 1 year and 10 months since you went to Heaven and I must said it is horrid here without you!!I miss you so very much, life just sucks…I’m sure you know the happy news, that Melis is with child and she’s over the moon!! It’s so bitter sweet for me, because I wanted to share that experience with YOU, but I’m on my own and I hate it..So I put on a brave front and than cry when everyone is gone…Yes, we’ll selling the house too, makes me sad, but she wants Barbara and Steve to live with them so she can take care of them, see what a good daughter you have.. She’s following our example!! I just hope it’s not too much for her..The house they’re buying is Amazing! I know you can see it and I know you’re so happy for them…Anyway babe, I love you so much and Kali and I miss you like crazy, but I know you and Diva dog and everyone else are having a great time pain free!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.. Thanks for the short visit in my dreams the other nite, could you stay a little longer next time..I miss you!!!!!!!!!!! You are my everything! It’s so hard…. 🙁

  243. Hi Mom, love you lots and miss you all like crazy!! This is for Robin….Hi honey Happy Birthday to my man!!! I’m wishing so many things today..mostly wishing you and I were together to share life with some more….Especially wishing We could celebrate your birthday!! Life is just so empty without you here, it’s really unbearable most days..some more than others, but everyday is a real struggle!! Melis and Josh want to go out to dinner tonight to celebrate you, so we are and it’s going to be really hard for me, but I’m trying, I really am. So happy happy birthday babe, I love you with all my heart, even as broken as it is… Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together again forever….I love you and thank you for our 20 years together!! Can’t wait for forever!! Miss my man 🙁

  244. Hi again Mom, this is for Robin… Honey the kids all went to 7-11 today ..I’m sure they were thinking of you the entire time they had their drinks..I guess I get to see all the munchkins for dinner tonite too!! Maybe we’ll go to the Habit since you like that place so much..hope I can get through this!! Or maybe PFChangs..we’ll see and I know you’ll be there with us… I love you babe!! Miss you sooooo.

  245. Hi Mom Love you and Daddy-O…this is for Robin…Hi sweetheart Happy Anniversary…Just thinking of you and remembering what we’d be doing on our Anniversary!! Miss you every moment!! It’s so very lonely without you here to share our lives together! Hope Heaven is amazing as I know it is and can’t wait until we are together again forever I love you to the Heavens and back again and again!!Everyday is a celebration for you and I’m so happy for you! Everyday is horrid and a struggle for me, but that’s just the way it is, I’d glad I was the one left and not you, I just want you to be healthy and happy and I know Heaven is the place for that!! I love you babe and thanks for being in my life and making is so good for so many years..Thank you!! I gotta go now too emotional can’t write anymore for now…Love you forever!!

  246. Hi Mom..this is for Robin again… Honey I just went into our bedroom looking for something..it’s so hard to Breathe without you and your presence is so alive in our room I couldn’t stay it was too painful to be without you! I love you so much, but it is never going to be better!! I have a hard time even swallowing …. Love you to The Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…I have to try and breathe now…love you babe!!

  247. Hi Mom..love you..this is for Robin… Babe here we are another month gone by and it’s coming up on 2 years since you went to Heaven..Each minute without you gets worse and worse…I miss you so very much! I keep thinking it will get easier, but it doesn’t, it’s so empty here and lonely without having you here to share with and just be here with me..today was terrible, I kept reliving everything bad and couldn’t get the thoughts to stop for most of the day, I’ll try and get some sleep, but I don’t know that that will happen til much later.. I love you and miss you honey.. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…All my love …

  248. Hi Mom, Dad ,Robin..everybody… another month gone by and It’s still not any easier..especially this month..this week has been horrid for me, remembering You in the hospital honey..it’s so hard to just breathe..I just need to get thru this week and maybe I can do better…I don’t know if that’s possible..sometimes I just cry and can’t stop I hate my life without you here with me…love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever….Miss you so much it hurts

  249. Hi Mom..love you, this is for my love…Hi honey, I can’t believe Heaven took you from me two years ago…Life has been so difficult without you here, I miss you more than you can think, everyday is filled with my hurt heart and the struggle to just get through each second, but I keep trying, I really do babe..It’s just so hard because i miss you so very much! Everywhere i go or everything I do, just isn’t the same without you here to be part of it with me…My life is just so empty without you…I love you so very much and I’m so thankful that we had the time together we did, you made my life so much better and I thank you for that and for loving me and being so good to me…I Love You to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! Give Diva and all the family hugs from me! Kali and I will meet up with you one day and happiness will be back for us! Hope Heaven is all I pray it is,loving you forever! Visit me soon please, I’m so lonely without you!!

  250. Hi Mom & Dad, Honey and everyone else… Miss you all so very much I can’t even say! So many terrible things are happening here, it’s just horrid….Does Heaven ever get full, it must be hugh…we lost so many people on the 1st and it was all so unnecessary…For some reason this has really hit me hard and I’m just so emotional about it all, sorry I’m late in writing you all…I was sad enough before and now it;s even worse…Love you all so very much and miss you, I know you’re all welcoming everyone that’s arrived, but we’re all so sad here..Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Sweetheart I need you so much…come visit me, maybe when I sleep tonight, in my dreams…I miss you soooo..love you!

  251. Hi Mom love you this is for Robin…Hi sweetheart…couldn’t even write to you yesterday, well like a half hour ago…I just miss you so much and my heart hurts so much, I cry all the time….Life is just so hard now, without having you here to share with and then I look at all those people who are in Heaven with you now with those needless killings we just had and I cry again…Seems I do that a lot lately…today is 2 years and a month plus a day since you went to Heaven and 2 years for Arlenee…It just doesn’t seem fair…but them no one said it was fair..I saw a quote from Rose Kennedy I posted 3 years ago and it’s so true “It has been said,”time heals all wounds” I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone” This I believe to be true!!…I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you “my love” Give everyone my love and our Diva too!! Bet she’s so happy to be with you!! God I miss you sooooo much!

  252. Hi Mom..Miss you all like crazy..this note is for Robin okay… Hi Honey..rough day as is everyone..It’ been 2 years and 2 months since Heaven got to have you and I lost you…it’s so lonely here without you…You’re getting so many more people with you it must be wonderful their!! Melis is going to have the baby in Feb., but you know that already so I don’t know why I’ll telling you..The holidays are coming up and I just wish they were over already…I just can’t decorate without you here with me to enjoy everything. All the joy is just gone, thanks for the short visit this morning…I know it wasn’t the best dream and it was probably less than a minute, but I was so happy for the visit…then when Kali and I were walking, it seemed you were just a few houses ahead of us and I couldn’t catch up and then you were gone. I know it wasn’t you, but it sure looked like you, even those skinny legs and all…shorts, hat, everything…I just miss you so much and it hurts so much, sometimes I have to just stop and try and breathe…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever babe…Thanks for all the years you shared with me…Love you

  253. Hi Mom, Just wrote all this stuff to you anad now it’s gone…Anyway I was just saying it’s been 15 1/2 years since you went to Heaven and I miss you so…Thank you for being the Great and Wonderful Mom to all of us!! I’m so jealous that you get to be with Robin, and I hope he’s spoiling you like he did me!! I can’t wait for this holiday season to be over, it’s just so hard to get through it without all of you….Love you to the Heavens and back aagin until we are together forever..Loving all of you and missing you all so very much…Its so so hard to be here without all of you….

  254. Hi Mom..love you lots…this is for Robin…Hi honey, tough day, it’s been 2 yrs and 3 months and I hate every minute without you..You’d be proud of me though, I gave your recumbent bike to a friend that really needed it to help her. She’s had two really bad car accidents and can’t use the regular type exercise bike and yours has just been sitting in the office and it’s almost new, so I thought you wouldn’t mind…Hard to do especially today, but I did it and had a good crying spell after her son(a fireman) and one of his work buddies came and got it around noon… Life is just so difficult without you here to share with me babe….Some times, it’s just hard to breathe…I’m looking at a picture of you by the tree several years ago and remembering how wonderful it was…you’re the best honey….I think I have to go now, before I start up again…too late…. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! Take care of everyone and know that I love you so very much!! More dreams please!!

  255. Hi Mom, Dad, everyone….Merry Christmas Eve.. I love you all!!.. this is a note for Robin (my love) Honey, this makes 3 Christmas Eve’s without you by my side, it’s been a difficult day for me, but I just try to keep thinking of all the amazing memories we have! It’s still hard to breathe, you know I think of you everyday, but today was always a special day for us to celebrate and have all our traditions..I don’t think I can every write anymore right now, my heart just hurts and it’s hard to even catch my breath.. I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! I love you and Thank you so much for sharing your life with me! Miss you…..

  256. Hi Mom, Dad and everyone…Love you all and here’s to a helathy and happy New Year in Heaven..or is it New Year all the time ?! A note for Robin…Hi honey, just remembering all the amazing New Year Eve’s we had together and how you spoiled me!! The house never has all those wonderful smells anymore from all your fantastic cooking…It just has candle smells now, along with flowers and Kali dog smells..Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! I miss you so much and I love yo so much, my heart just hurts and I ache for you. I have an emptiness that I don’t think will ever go away…I treasure our time together and will love you forever!! Thanks for everything honey! Happy Nrw Year…

  257. Hi Mom, thinking about all of you…this is for Robin….Hi Honey, another month gone by and it’s so terribly difficult without you by my side…2 yrs and 4 months and I hate every minute without you here!… Melis and the munchkins are coming tomorrow to celebrate La Befana with us…Ronan is getting ready to make his arrival into this world very soon, next month..It’s so bittersweet honey, I know we would be such great grandparents to him, not so sure how great I’ll be without you here though..I’ll try honey..He will have your initials, wishing you were here to teach him everything! I know you’ll be guiding him from Heaven.. I love you dear and miss you every second of every day…Thanks again for all the years you shared with me…I so treasure them!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..

  258. Hi Mom..Love you andI have exciting news for all of you especially Robin…I know he knows already but I still want to tel him!! Hi Honey…you’re a grandpa today!! He’s the most precious little boy and I know you just love him so much and he loves you too!! 5:23 this morning he cam e into this world with your initials… Ronan Cullen Ryan…at 7lbs 10 ozs and 19 inches long…of course I took tons of pictures and videos of his little sounds and all I could do was think of you and what he’s goig to be missing!! I love you so very much and miss you it’s just hard for me to breath right now honey.. Did you see all the stuffed aniamals I brought him and the baby book..I think Melis and Josh liked it all and all the other things we bought them…the crib, dresser, rug and clothes,etc.etc…I ‘m trying to do all the things that I know we would be doing together..and make you proud…I ‘ve been thinking about a set of clubs already!! He is a good little kiddo and so beautiful, Please visit him and make your presence known to Melis and Josh…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you sweetheart!!

  259. It’s me again Mom…This is for Robin…Can’t stop thinking about how much Ronan is going to miss out on honey….It’s been 2 years and 5 months since you went to Heaven and my life changed forever..I miss you so much…Thank for for almost 20 amazing years, but I wanted more, we were supposed to grow old together and now I’m alone and I hate it here without you…. Can’t write anymore right now….I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I’m happy you’re with Diva and I have Kali..Oh I messed up Ronan is 19 1/2 in long…oops…

  260. Hi Mom, love you and miss you so very much…This is for my love Robin…Hi honey…another month has passed and I miss you more everyday, it isn’t going to ever get better..it’s 2 and a half years since you went to Heaven and I hate ever minute I have left on Earth without you.. I can’t seem to do anything but the bare basics and I have so much to do…Help me get the strength to do it honey..it’s so hard..I just want to have the time pass and be with you. Our grandson is so cute and I know how great you’d be with him and love him and it hurts my heart to have you missing that and Ronan missing you. Melis is so in love with that little man and he’s Your Grandson…Send him hugs and love everyday babe.. I love you to the Heavens and back agin until we are together forever…Missing you so…Melis and i could use some hugs and visits from you too honey!

  261. Happy Birthday Mom, missing you, Daddy and my Robin, everyone else to! Too hard to write you right now but I love you all and hope you had a wonderful birthday in Heaven! It’s probably a birthday everyday now! Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..love and hugs….missing everyone so much….Honey I’m sure you’re making wonderful meals for everyone!!

  262. Hi Mom and Dad and everyone else…Yes, another month gone by and still missing you all like crazy..Everyone in the family is good, I don’t talk to them al as much as I should, but I get tired of always being the one that calls…Wish I saw everyone more, but that doesn;t seem to happen. Melis and Ronan were over Saturday and he is so cute and precious, wish everyone was here to enjoy him!..I don;t think I can write anymore for now, I just get too emotional…Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  263. Hi Mom..love you and miss you all so much…this is for Robin… Hi honey, another month and I praying that I’ll open my eyes each morning and you’ll be here! IT’s been 2 year and 7 months and it seemed to happen once that I felt I actually saw you in the hallway right outside the guest bedroom..I just miss you so much and my heart hurts everyday I’m not with you…Our grandson is almost 9 weeks old and isn;t he precious…Melis is a really good Mom I know you’d be so proud of her…The garage seems very empty without your car their…that’s still quite painful, but I know we did the right thing by giving the car to her..it’s just so hard for me, everything is so bittersweet, it’s still hard to breathe sometimes honey..I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Please visit me, I need to feel your presence…Kali girl is getting better I hope, after the accident 10 days ago, but we’re both still staying downstairs, I have the door to our room open a little bit, since I’m not upstairs very much…Love you babe!!

  264. Hi Mom, Dad, Robin and everyone else… I can’t believe it’s almost 16 years since you (Mom) and Dad went to Heaven, miss you all like crazy! It’s so difficult without all of you, I can’t even express it…I love you all to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever. Thanks for the visit in my dream this early morning Honey and for visiting Ronan too..showed him your picture yesterday and he similed ear to ear, so I know you’ve been visiting! Love you so very much!

  265. Hi Mom, love you this is for Robin… Hi honey, yesterday was too difficult for me to write, so here I am trying today..It’s been 2 years and 8 months since you went to Heaven and everyday has been a struggle for me…There isn’t a day that goes my that you’re not in my heart and thoughts, I miss you so very much… I still can’t seem to get through a day being productive the way I should. Seems I can only do the bare minimum and then I’m done. This has to chance and I don’t know how to change it, it’s just so hard without you by my side.. I love you so very much honey thanks for the visits to me, no matter how short in my dreams and I now you’re visiting your sweet grandson Ronan too!! I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever… I love you babe! Say hi to everyone for me and Little Beauty and Diva Dog too! xoxoxo

  266. Hi Mom..love ya…this is for Robin… Hi Honey…Missing you extra lots today being Melis’s birthday and all…Just miss you so much it’s so hard to just get through a day without you, It’s been difficult to even breathe …Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! I love you!

  267. Hi Mom, today is your birth day of me..I love you and thank you for giving me life…can I say a little to Robin now…Honey, love you so, miss you so, miss you everyday and just went and got you a new home today, you get to move in tomorrow morning, it’s very pretty and gray marble I think you’ll like it…Birthdays just don’t seem the same anymore, well no days do, since you went to Heaven..You always made me feel so special..the part of growing older without you is terrible, we were supposed to grow old together and now that’s not the case anymore. But I did what you would want and what Melis and I wanted also, we spent the afternoon and evening together with our grandson and had a wonderful time just being together…I miss you and love you so much and I know you would and are adoring your wee little lad Ronan. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! Love you babe…Of course we’re with Kali too…Hi to our Diva and Beauty and everyone ele their…

  268. Hi Mom, love you and miss you all so much..this is a little message for Robin okay.. Hi Honey, here i am again and another month has gone by and it’s been 2 yrs and 9 month since you went to Heaven. I miss you so muh and my heart hurts all the time, I can’t seem to make it any different, it’s going to be that way until we are together again..I love you to the Heavens and bak again untilwe are together forever..I love you and miss you every moment of every day! Love to Diva and everyone else..Talk to you soon come and visit please I love you…

  269. Hi Mom, I wrote to Dad and nowo I wanted to write a short note to Robin…I miss you so much Mom, life is so difficult now… Hi Honey, Happy Father’ Day, I know Melissa is missing you like crazy, but she has Ronan and he’s a joy for sure…I just can’t help thinking what a great Granddad you’d be to him and how much he’s missing out on by not having you in his life. When he saw your picture last time, his face just lite up, so I know you’re visiting him, can you visit me, I miss you so much.This is so hard honey, I hate life without you here, I try everyday, but it’s so difficult to function..I do it because I have to and I have so much to get done before year end, help me get the strength to make it happen honey… I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Love you so very much!

  270. Hi Mom Love you this is for Robin… Hi honey, well another month gone by and I cant help but miss you more and more each day that passes… It’s your birthday coming up and the 4th just past..watching the fireworks without you is so strange. I keep looking for you and your cute comments and I miss you so… Sometimes it is just difficult to breathe. I was looking at old pics of the Diva and you when we brought her home and she played with Sugar and Sierra..pics of Will and you’re all together now, but I’m still here and it’s terrible..in two months it will be three years since you passed on and it still hurts my heart so much…I have so much to do and if you were with me it would be so much easier, everythig I do is a struggle,,I love you hoey and miss you, until we are together forever to the Heavens and back again…Love you babe! Kali knows when I need a kiss and she is so smart, I couldn’t make it being left here without her being by my side…cant wait until we’e all together again…

  271. Hi Mom, love you.. this is for Robin…Hi Honey, Happy Birthday, this is your 3rd birthday on the other side, not so good for me on this side though. A difficult day to get through, as I know we’d be having a party to celebrate your 70th!! I love you so very much and miss you like crazy. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. Thanks for sharing your life with me for almost 20 years, can’t wait to share forever with you when we get to be together again…I love you honey, hope you have lots of presents …. I miss you so, it’s so hard being left behind…Thanks for the visit even if it was short! Tell everyone hi and kisses for Diva, and all the other pups..of course lots of hugs & kisses to my Mom too!

  272. Hi Mom love you, this is for Robin… Oops honey I fell asleep and still wanted to write you…Yesterday, 31 minutes ago was our anniversary..22 years and the past 2 1/2 plus I’ve been solo and so sad without you to share life with! Verey thankful for all the years we had together and love you so very much!. Melis and Ronan came over and spent some time with me, but you know that! Isn’t he so cute and getting so big , Saturday he’ll be 6 months old….I just wish you were here for us to enjoy him together, you’re such a great PapaBear and it’s hard not to have you here to share such a love!..I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..I keep thinking of how special you made every anniversary for us, acutally everyday you spoiled me and made it special, i love you honey! missing you so …It hurts so much..Love to Diva too and everyone else…

  273. Hi Mom, love you all and miss you so much…this is for Robin…Hi honey…Yes, another month gone by and I miss you like crazy! Have my last Bingo event next week, you’d be so proud of me, I’m finally dissolving KS after 18 years, you know how tired I was of doing it and it was time..It’s a free event and a Thank you to everyone who has supported us for all these years…I know you’ll be their supporting me on event nite, it will still be hard for me to get through, without you love and hugs. I’ll really try honey. Next month will make 3 years since you went to the other side and so many more have joined you too!! It’s lonely here without you and I love you so much…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I love you!

  274. Mom, Love you.. but this is for Robin and I’m sure you know why! 🙁 Honey, it’s been 3 years in a few minutes that you went to Heaven and joined lots of our loved ones… It’s been kind of hard to even breathe today..I miss you every day but today was especially hard for me.. Melis and the gang are having taquitos and and the other goodies in your honor and then she said she bought a yummy dessert to celebrate you also…I have tried going in our room and lying down a few days this week, but I could only stay for a minute or so.. I did take a bath is our bathroom twice..so I am making progress, I know it’s slow, but I just miss you so very much…Whenever I go into our bedroom it just is so terribly hard to even take a breath. Life is just so different without you here to share it with me, it’s so lonely.. Yes, even when I’m around people it’s still lonely..How’s our Diva? Give her hugs for me and everyone else too! Trying to get everything out of the office is so difficult without you helping me..honey I need you to let me know I’ve got your support and I can do this…I’m so exhausted already and I still have so much to do… I love you and thank you so much for sharing your life with me for 20 years! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I LOVE YOU! So many things I do or see are all YOU!! I MISS YOU SO…. 🙁 🙁

  275. Hi Mom, Dad and my love…
    Another month gone by and I’m so overwhelmed . I haven’t been to Green Hills in quite a while, I know I have to get there soon…Sorry….
    Honey, I’ve been working non stop since your birthday getting the office ready to sell, I know you’ve been watching over me , thank you, because it’s been really difficult…I miss you so so much, I kept your computer desk and chair, becuase I think you want me to and it’s the only things that didn’t go…Oh God honey, this had been so hard to do, I’m taking the last things out tomorrow and then the cleaning crew come in and it will be on the market shortly. It’s the only way to keep working is to sell the building and have more money for the foundation, I know it;s the right thing, but so hard to do without you by my side.I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. Give everyone hugs for me and the Div and Beauty too and my little princess..I love you babe!

  276. Dear Mom and Dad adn everyone else…Miss you all so very much, especially you honey…Another month gone by and the holidays are almost here…I hate the thought of it…another year without yo here with me…anyway, love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Will wriite more to you babe in a few days…all my love …to all..

  277. Hi Mom, love you.. this is for Robin…..

    Hi honey, well another month gone by and I still am missing you like crazy…Results are in, hope the year gets better and people try to get along, I hate politics….But I love you and always will! Well, we’ve had a lot going on..office up for sale, tons to do in the house and Melis having a difficult time, wish you were here to comfort her, she misses her Dad a lot, how about a visit, she coulld really use it! Thanks Babe…You are such a huge part of my life that living is not very easy without you, everywhere I look everything I try to do, is just so very difficult without you by my side. I look for your guidence and strength all the time and then I realize the decision is mine alone, I hate it! Can’t write anymore right now…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we all are together again forever. I love you so much honey and miss your presence, your touch, that smile, eyes and just you and your gentle sole and yes a hug would be nice!!! Thanks for all the years we had together I am so grateful for those, but I still wish that I had more…Love you!

  278. Hi Mom and Dad, Sorry this is late, another month gone by and the holidays are here. I miss you both so much and I cant wait for the holidays to be over…Love you both to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  279. me again, this is for Robin..
    Hi honey, here we are with yet another month gone by and the dreaded holidays fast approaching.. It’s just not fun anymore without you to celebrate with.. Thanks for the visits and I know you saw Ronan taking his first steps, he’s so cute and getting so big..It will be February before we know it and he’ll be turing one year old..I just keep thinking about how different it would be with you here to enjoy him together..He’s knows when you visit him! I miss you so much honey this is so hard.. I worry about Melis, she has so much to deal with and she could really use her Dad..So visit her please…I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Kali misses you too honey…love to everyone else, including all the doggies..

  280. Hi Mom, Dad and everyone, Merry Christmas to all of you, bet it’s amazing in Heaven!!..This is for Robin….Hi honey, it’s Christmas Eve and it’s a difficult day and evening without you here….I’ve tried to escape the day and just disappear in TV movies, but I can’t stop thinking of you and how I loved our time together..I miss you so much honey! My heart hurts….Can’t write anymore right now…I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..I love you..

  281. Hi honey, A short note for you and then i’m going to try and get some sleep, it didn’t seem to work last night! It’s our grandson’s first Christmas and I’m sure he missed you unless you were their, which I’m guessing you were! Miss you and love you like crazy…Love you to the Heavens and back again, until we are together forever…I love you!

  282. Hi Mummy, Happy New Year to you, Daddy-O and everyone else..love and miss you all so much…This is for Robin okay…
    Hi Love, Had a hard time sleeping the past few days, holidays are more difficult than other days, although they are all terrible without you! This is our 4th New Year apart and I know you’re here, I can feel your presence, I just wish I could feel your touch, see your smile and beautiful blue eyes, have one of your hugs and hear your voice, smile at your jokes! I miss you so much honey, it’s so hard without you! I just long for you so very much, I just close my eyes and try and feel your embrace, my heart and entire body just feel so empty without you here to share our lives together…but yes, I am so grateful for the almost 20 years we had together, thank you so very much…I love you honey and Happy New Year! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…can’t write anymore for now…hugs and kisses

  283. Hi Mom and Dad, Another month gone by and we are into a new year..I can’t believe it’s going to be 17 years that you both went to Heaven soon…I love you both so much to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Now I want to write to Robin a little if that’s okay… Thanks… Hi Honey, Here we are starting another year and I’m missing you like crazy babe! I’m sitting here with a baby picture of you, it’s the same one in the frame with your letter to Santa…I found another copy and I just look at it everyday now…Our Grandson Ronan is going to be one soon and I know you’d just adore him. He just seems to get more precious and cute everyday. He knows when you’re visiting and feels your presence.. Life is so hard without you here, I know that selfish of me, My heart and body and soul hurt so much without you. I take you with me everywhere.. Of course you know that..You’re the first person I say morning to and the last one I say good nite to, everyday..I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Thank you for sharing your life with me!

  284. Hi Mom and Dad, Yes another month and I still haven’t gone to Green Hills in a while, I don’t know why it’s so difficult for me now, but it is..very strange…I’ll try and get there soon…Just wanted to write a little note to Robin.. hi honey. can you believe it’s a year since Ronan was born and I know you came to visit, Melissa said you came and sat next to her on the bed and then the balloon that ended up at the front of the house saying Happy Birthday was a a nice touch, everyone knew it was from you..I don’t know how you do that, but you did…I love you so much and miss you like crazy..Love to all of you from the Heaven and back again until we are together forever…

  285. Hi Mom, Love you..this is for Robin… Hi Honey, well, I’m having a hard time right now, I don’t know why, I’m just feeling lonely and missing you like crazy… I think I have to go to bed early, I just want to cry al l the time… It seems to get harder and harder every month, I just hate life without you. I know its Ronan’s Birthday party this weekend, but the thought of getting on the freeway and driving all the way their, is just not something I think I can do right now, Melis will be so disappointed if I do’t go, but I don;t think I can…I wish you were here hone. I love to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…can’t write anymore right now, maybe tomorrow will be better…Love you babe, say hi to everyone for me…Hugs and wet kisses from Kali.. How’s the Diva and Beauty ?

  286. Hi Mom… Happy Valentines Day love you all, this is for Robin… Hey Babe, you’re probably makiang an amazing diner for everyone.. I miss you so much..just stayed home and got to see our cute grandbaby while he was bathing again…getting to be our time together on the phone, before you know it we’ll have two litle ones… Ronan is getting so big and growing up so fast, isn’t he a cutie!!.. It’s lonely without you, no amazing card, no great and incredible words and no hugs..miss you so, no great dinner..but no YOU is the hardest part of the day and evening, it’s the hardest part of every day and evening…can’t write any more, I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. Love you and Happy Valentine’s Day my love! Thank you for sharing your life with me!!

  287. Hi Mom,

    Just wrote to you and it all erased for some reason…Love you all so much and miss you all like crazy…Hard to get things gone, the days just seem to go by and now anoher month is gone…Don’t know what to do..Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Will write to Robin in a few days Love and hugs..

  288. Hi Mom, love you… this is for Robin… Hi Honey, it’s another month gone by and I still miss you so very much!!.. Everyday I talk to Ronan and think of how much he would enjoy having you in his life and how much you would adore him and now we have another one coming our way…It’s so bittersweet honey, you would be so good with them and they would adore you!!I know you visit them just like you visit me..thank you!! Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! I love you babe…Thanks again for sharing your life with me. I am forever grateful! ! Hugs and kises and lots of love…

  289. Hi Mom,

    Happy day after your birthday! It’s probably like a birthday everyday in Heaven..I miss you and everyone else…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..Give everyone hugs for me especially Robin!! Love you lots!!

  290. Hi everyone, yes, it’s another month gone by…miss you all so very much!! A note for Robin….Hi honey, well another chapter is about to close, the office shoul fund next week..it’s hard to say goodbye to it, as you worked so hard to make it a beautiful place to work…Thnk you so much for that…I love you and miss you so much it hurts and I know Melis could use your words of wisdom with all that’s going on..Please make a visit to all of us, we know you’re always here, but just need to feel your presence, please …I Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever… It’s so lonely without you and it’s never going to get better…

  291. Hi everyone, I’m getting worse at this, another month gone by and I miss you all so very much and it seems like I’m getting nowhere fast..Just can’t seem to get a handle on things, just when I think things are getting better, they’re not..I haven’t been to Green Hills in almost a year. This is for Robin, Mom…thanks…

    Honey. I know that you know this week is the celebration for Barbara and I can’t sleep very good just thinking about it, makes me relive yours and I miss you so. I know I have to go, but I’m not staying very long, an hour at the most…I just want it to be over. I don’t feel like I’m being a very good mom, I’m just so sad honey, I hate my life without you, it’s so lonely and scary, I didn’t want to grow old alone, but here I am don’t think I can write anymore tonite…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I love you!

  292. Hi Mom,
    Today makes 17 yrs since you went to Heaven, I just can’t believe it’s been that long. I miss you so much and Daddy and Robin and everyone else..So much has happened, but I’m still having a difficult time with all this loss and missing you..It would be nice to have a visit, it’s been so long… Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever,…Much Love

  293. Hi Mom this is for Robin love you Mom….Here we are and another month has passed and I miss you like crazy…I just don’t know when it’s going to get easier to be here on earth without you, it’s a daily struggle honey! I just miss you so much, everywhere I look, everything I do I see you or think of you, it’s so hard….I love you honey and seeing Ronan makes me miss you even more, I know you’d be so great with him and now we’ve got a granddaughter on the way too and Ronan will be a big brother and Melis is such a good Mom, I know you’re so proud of her, as am I …Well honey too hard for me to write anymore tonight, I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.. Love you lots and lots…

  294. Hi Mom, this is for Robin…Honey it’s 3:30am anad I can’t sleep..another month gone by and i miss you like crazy…Your granddaughter is on her way into the world in a little more than a month!! Melis is doing too much and I worry about her, she needs to rest. Ronan is growing like crazy and is so cute, I know you just love him so…Anyway honey, I’m going to try and get some sleep, I dont know why I can’t seem to do that very well right now… I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!!

  295. Hi Mom…love you and Daddy-O lots, can I leave this message for Robin….
    Hi Honey and Happy Happy Birthday to you..hope you had an amazing day celebrating, but then again, I think everyday is a celebration in Heaven, I miss you so so much, my heart hurts to have to continue this journey without you by my side. This is the 4th birthday of yours that I haven’t had you right here to celebrate YOU with!! I am celebrating YOU though dear and so thankful you came into the bank on that 29th day of July so many years ago, even though you didn’t really want to! It started our journey together and it was a journey for sure! I love you so much to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever!! Happy Birthday my love!

  296. Hi Mom, Missing you all the time..love to everyone…this is for Robin… Hi Honey and Happy Anniversary, 23 years today, since I was so lucky to meet you and we almost had an incredible 20 years together.. Missing our meal you would be preparing for us to celebrate, but I’m sure you’re all enjoying it and someday I will again..I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. Thank you for being in my life..I love you dearly! Everywhere I look I see and know you are here with me…I miss you so….

  297. Hi Mom, love and miss you all, this is for Robin… Hi honey, yes it’s another month gone and I’m still haaving a difficult time without you, will it ever get easier? I doubt it..But we do have our litttle granddaughter arriving in a few weeks , I know you’ll be visiting then…I love you so much babe, a day doesn’t going by where you’re not thought of and remembered, my me and so many others…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I love you with all my heart..thank you so for sharing your life with me!! Visit please!

  298. Hi Mom, Here I am again and another month has passed, I miss you all so much..it never gets easier, I don’t care what anyone says…We have another grandbaby, which would be great grandbaby for you and daddy..She is so cute and will be two weeks old tomorrow…Ludovica Aurora…I can;t help but think about what both of these kids are missing out on by not having Robin here in there lives..of course you and daddy too!! He would be so awesome i teaching them things and he would adore Ronan… I miss you are until we are together again forever Love to the Heavens and back again…Hugs, Mom I miss those a lot too!! I miss everything about you!!

  299. Hi Mom..love you! this is for Robin… Hi honey, well here I am again and today makes 4 years that you went to Heave.. I miss you everyday and I hate life without you! Don’t get me wrong, I do smile sometimes, when I see our daugher or those pecious grandbabies, but it’s so bitter sweet without you here to share the joy with me. It would just be so much better, I just see you with us all the time and I miss that..your hugs and smile and the way you joke and pick on me. I just miss everything about you! It’s been a long and difficult 4 years and I don’t think they will get any easier until we are together again in Heaven, so I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever once again. Thank you so much for our time together, I love you with all my heart and I’m really trying to be a good Mom and Kare Bear and just an overall good person like you are, it’s a lot to live up to because you’re the best honey…Miss you so much…I sure would love one of your hugs…

  300. Hi Mom, Miss you so, this is for Robin…Hi Babe, here I am again with another month gone by and I’m still not very productive.. Just don’t know what’s going on with me, it’s just so hard to function on a daily basis, I miss you so much…Our grandbabies are so precious and I just wish you were here to share that joy with me. It’s so bittersweet honey I know you’d already be buying Ronan his first set of clubs. God how I miss you! Melis could really use a giant hug and fatherly advice from you too, she misses you so much too! It’s so difficult for us without you, I’m trying to be the best Mom I can be, but I know it’s not the same for her, she so misses both her parents, it hurts my heart. Visit her please, she needs her dad.. Love you more than you can possibly know! My love for you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…You have my heart and soul…

  301. Hi Mom, Miss you, Dad and everyone else so much..here’s a little note for Robin… Hi honey, another month and it was a difficult day for me, but I’l have a little something to eat and spend my evening with Kali girl, she’s got the cone of shame on as she has a few hot spots for the first time ever.. She’s not very happy about it..Other than that shes in good shape!!. Miss you so very much, why is every day so hard to get through.. My heart just hurts…I love you you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever my love.

  302. Hi Mom ..miss you so..this is for Robin…Hi honey, well here I am again, it’s Christmas and it’s terrible without you here to celebrate with me!Will this ever get any better, I think not…Our grandbabies are so very precious, but missing out on so much, you have to visit us all soon, please, we need a heavenly visit! Wishing I could just leave the holidays out of the year, maybe that would help..I just miss and love you so very much, it hurts all the time being without you…Everyday is a struggle and it doesn’t change.Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you!!

  303. Hi Mom, miss you all so very much,Happy New Year! This is for Robin… Hi honey, well Christmas ha comeand gone and now it’s New Years and the end of another year without you and a year to begin without you. This doesn’t get any easier, as the years go by. It’s so so difficult to face each day without you by my side. I miss you so much honey!!Melis and everyone are coming over next weekend to celebrate La Bufana ad that is such a struggle too! It seems everything is, but I’m praying that I can be momre productive this coming year and somehow manage to accomplish more than I’ve been able to since you went to Heaven… Thanks for all the visits and please continue as it helps me make it through this thing we call life. I’ll take every visit I can from you my love!!!. I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.. Happy New Year honey!! I love you!!!

  304. Hi Mom, Another Year and month gone by.. Miss you all so very much..Here’s a note for Robin, please…. Hi Honey, well it’s a New Year and it’s starting off kind of rocky, so can you please come visit our daughter, she could really use some love right now… Actually so could I, as you know have a few things going on too, so some presence here and support would be nice…Love you and miss you so very much, the thought of trying to get through another year without you by my side, is very daunting.. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever… I love you babe!

  305. Hi Mom and Dad, Yes we’re into February already, this is crazy, the days go by so fast and I’m trying each and everyday!! Love you both, next is a message for Robin… Hi Honey, well todays our little adorable grandson is 2, can you believe it! I know you see him growing and he’s just as cute as ever , just like his baby sister! I can’t help, but wish you were here to share the joy with me, it would be so so much better, he would adore you and love spending time with you! I know you’d have his junior set of golf clubs already at hand. I wonder should I do that for you? Let me know…please! Melis had grown into an incredible woman, I know you’re so very proud of her as am I! She misses you and her Mom so much honey and taking care of Steven is getting more stressful for her, wish I could do more to help, it makes me so sad, she has so much on her plate!! I love you so much hioney and miss you beyond words. LOVE you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever! Please visit her and the grandbabies!! Then me!!

  306. Hi Mom, Here I am again, the 6th, never a good day for me….this is a note for Robin..love you Mom… Hi Honey, yes, it’s always a difficult day for me, I just miss you so much and I never stop thinking about you and our life together and how thankful I am that I was able to have you here for 20 years with me, I just wish it were more, it’s so lonely without you and life sucks… Cant write anymore right now, I have to get my mind to go somehere else…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  307. Hi Mom, Happy unbirthday to you, I hope Robin made you an incredible meal to celebrate!! We celebrated this date for so many years, that I can never forget it!! Love you so very much and miss you all like crazy…Love to everyone especially my Man…Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..

  308. Hi Mom, love you so…this isfor Robin..Hi honey, another month has gone by and still not easy to get thru… I miss you so much and life is so very difficult, the world is crazy and I hate being here without you with me, but I ‘m trying I really am…Our grandbabies are amazing and they need to feel your presence and so do Melis and I.. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever.. I love you and thank you for our time together honey! Always in my heart…..

  309. Hi Mom, Yes I wrote to Dad, it’s St.Patty’s I wouldn’t forget! I have the pictures right on the counter and see them everyday!! You just worked so hard every year to make everything perfect and you sure did that and more!! Love you so much and please tell my love happy St Patty’s too. It sure is lonely without him.My heart still hurts all the time…Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever..

  310. Happy belated birthday…A few days off, but got you on time for your unbirthday in Feb..I know I’m silly, but that will always be the day we celebrated your birthday to me…Hope things are better in Heaven than they are on earth right now, it’s all so devastating…So many deaths and people sick…craziness and just horrific…I know it will get better, but it’s not going to be for a while…Love you and everyone with you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…

  311. Hi Mom and everyone else, can you believe all this craziness going on in teh world, but I’m sure Heaven is a lot better then down here…Love you all so very much and miss you so very much…A note for my love, Honey I hate that another month has gone by and I’m here with this mess without you, you wouldn’t be very happy with what’s going on for sure…Kali and I are good and have plenty of supplies, staying safe and healthy..So happy that we can facetime and I can see Melis and the grandbabies though.. love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…miss you babe, it’s lonely..

  312. Hi everyone,

    Another month gone by and i miss you all so much! Still staying safe at home and taking our daily walks. The world is in such a stange state right now, don’t know if it will ever get back to the way it was. I didn’t know I could miss you more than I do, but it seems like I miss you even more with all this going on honey.. It’s just me and Kali girl, haven’t seen Melis and the babies in quite some time other than facetiming. I am so thankful that we have that to use!! Love you all to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…What does everyone in Heaven think of all this, I wish there was some way to talk to all of you..Missing you all so very much…Love, me

  313. Dear Mom,

    Looks like I was so busy with all the craziness going on in the world right now that I missed your date of passing over by almost an hour…Yesterday was 18 years since you went to Heaven and it feels like yesterday, I miss you so much! Love you all to the HEavens and Back Again until we are together forever…Looks like they changed the format on this site and I don’t see the first seven years worth of notes to everyone, that sucks…oh well, you still know I love you and think of you always.. Feeling even more sad than normal with this Covid-19 and now all the riots and looting going on, its a crazy scary time and I hate being alone, yes I miss Robin so much too! Life just isn’t the same, but I’ve still got lots to be thankful for Melis and those precious grandbabies always bring a smile and brothers and sister, along with all the rest of the family and friends..Funny, I’m still lonely…Love and hugs and thank you for being such an amazing Mom…

  314. Dear Mom,
    Another month gone by and this is for Robin.. Hi Honey, well here I am again and just missing you as I do every day of my life. Still living in this crazy world with all the sadness around all the time, you would hate what’s going on!! I love you so much honey and wish we had some time to share our grandbabies together, they are so so cute! Of course, I haven’t seen them in months, except on facetime almost everyday, but it’s not the same, they are getting so big. Can’t write anymore right now, love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I love you!! me

  315. Dear Mom, I tried to go on Daddy’s on the 3rd, but it didn’t work and I thought all my messages to everyone was gone.. I just figured it was 18 years and maybe that was the limit…So I missed writing to Dad on his 18 years anniversary of passing and then your wedding anniversary the day before. So sorry… I’ll try Daddy’s again when I get this done..love you both so much.. …so now this is for Robin…Honey yesterday was another month gone by and in a few days it will be your birthday.. God, I miss you so much! The pain doesn’t every go away, I put on a good front, but my heart aches everyday without you… Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…I love you!

  316. Kinda strange, it’s saying I wrote the last message on July 8th at 5 30am, but it’s really July th at 10:30 pm…love to all…I’m going to try and get some sleep, although that won’t happen for several hours..Yes, that’s the way it is now…Love

  317. Hi Mom, Love you and Dad, this is for Robin… Hi honey, Happy Birthday, wishing you all the best in Heaven, as I’m sure it’s much better their than here, wish I could be with you to celebrate you.. hard to get through the day without being able to do special things for you .. You would hate all the craziness that is going on in this world right now. Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. Happy birthday my love…It never gets easier without you here by my side…

  318. Hi Mom, Dad and everyone else, love and miss you all, this is a note for Robin..Hi Honey, Happy Anniversary…Miss you so very much and I know how special today is and how you always made it so wonderful for the both of us. God I miss you babe! It just doesn’t seem fair that I have to go on without you to share this time with me, especially with our two little grandbabies, they are so very precious! I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever…Thank you for all the years we were able to share…Love you so very much, safe me a place up their to share with you again.. Love

  319. Hi Mom, Dad, everyone, missing you all as another month goes by….message for Robin…Hi sweetheart, I can’t believe it’s August and I’ve made it through another month without you by my side…It really sucks being here without you. Just sitting here looking at a picture of us together and I miss yo so much!! Next month will be five years since you went to Heaven and it’s been the longest five years for me being stuck here on earth waiting to join you in Heaven. Don’t know when that will be, but I’ll be happy again for sure…Love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together for ever, my love….me

  320. Hi Mom,Dad and everyone..another month gone by, miss and love you all…a message for Robin.Thanks… Hi Honey, Well, yes it’s me again and it’s 9;20 pm 2 minutes before you went on to Heaven 5 years ago.. It’s been a difficult week and I just miss you so very much and love you, I can’t believe it’s been five years. Everyday has been a struggle without you by my side. Yes, it’s true I have an amazing daughter and 2 precious grandbabies, but I just wish you were here to enjoy them with me! Thank you so much for giving me 20 years with you and for sharing your life with me. I love you to the Heavens and back again until we are together forever. I can’t even begin to tell you how much I miss you babe! Thank you for everything, you made those 20 years and my life so much better, I love you forever..yours always

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